Always these days. I feel like lots of people suck, lol, but I do miss socializing even though I normally feel really shy and awkward. My anxiety drives me insane.
I just have no energy to talk to anyone. I've had people complain when I'm around because I'm too depressed, and I've had other people complain when I'm not around because I'm too depressed. I just can't win. The last guy I was dating used to call me Eeyore.
Thankfully, I have some people, especially online, who understand but I feel super bad because I'm in and out. I always remind them that it's never them, just me.
I can barely find the motivation to get out of bed and eat some days, let alone carry a conversation.