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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
You need to be in the right place mentally, you need to understand jumping, no matter what there is no going back, but you will either die or live with serious injury. IF you can accept that, if you can bring all the hell to the front of your mind, all the hell that makes you want to CTB, bring to the edge that pain, realise that this is what you want, this is your desire, then jumping will be as easy as taking one step in front of the other.

(I have nearly jumped, I had NO SI using methods and similar above) but a random passerby pulled me back ffs
 
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SipSop

SipSop

Arcanist
May 7, 2020
483
Jumping seems right for some kind of people.
I guess they feel liberated doing it.
 
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flank

flank

genetic trash
Aug 31, 2020
40
drinking too much alcohol and remembering your failures and traumas?

Alcohol is the best tool to relax your survival instinct, but it can also be very dangerous, as your suicidal thoughts can be temporary.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
drinking too much alcohol and remembering your failures and traumas?

Alcohol is the best tool to relax your survival instinct, but it can also be very dangerous, as your suicidal thoughts can be temporary.

alchohol can also make you relax, meaning more chance of surviving
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
308
Yeah I personally would suggest getting some alcohol in my system (not enough to be blackout drunk). Just enough to make me feel that invincible feeling. Other avenues are benzos, opiates, pcp or any of its analogues.
 
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DyingAlf

Specialist
Aug 22, 2020
345
Unfortunately even alcohol has not always been enough to kill my SI, & on the occasions that it has there has always been some interfering do-gooder/s that have stopped me.
 

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