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How many people here have BPD?

  • I do (Diagnosed)

    Votes: 15 45.5%
  • I don't

    Votes: 18 54.5%

  • Total voters
    33
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
I wanted to see how many people here suffer from bpd.
 
deep-sleeper

deep-sleeper

Member
Aug 16, 2025
94
Not diagnosed, but I am pretty sure that I have bpd
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,294
Me🄺
 
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melonpan

Member
Sep 9, 2024
69
Not diagnosed but I'm suspecting it if not really mild OCD (family history). My medications are a mix of antidepressants + mood stabilizers— some of which are also used to treat BPD— so, if I did have it, it'd be at least subdued right now.
 
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Feldsparc

Student
Jan 3, 2025
110
I have bpd and believe me its a cause of my sabotaging my whole life. The emotions that rule me and dictate what I do...the identity changes...its pure hell
 
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Pure Vanilla

Pure Vanilla

Member
Jun 4, 2025
74
I know a guy who takes meds for it that "lobotomises" him and he went from being chronically angry and randomly trying to kill himself with no warning to normal 90% of the time and sometimes having off days, its so much better, he used to block me basically once a week and couldnt talk to me for more than a minute by the end without those meds
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

Student
Apr 12, 2026
192
Almost 50 50 so far wow. I've been diagnosed for years now. I was surprised at first to see so many people with BPD here. It's terrible how it drives so many people to ctb
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
508
I was diagnosed with it in 2021 however I think I was given that label far too easily by a lazy doctor. I think my symptoms align better with another diagnosis which makes more sense given my history
 
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itsgone2

-
Sep 21, 2025
1,721
My therapist has helped me learn about bpd and npd. I have traits of both. But she says since I can see it and feel regret, in both cases not a personality disorder. Im guessing a different therapist could disagree and diagnose me with one or both. Regardless it helped ruin my life. It I voted no since not diagnosed.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,294
I have social phobia gƩnƩralised anxiety
Bipolar but borderline is the worst for me
 

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