How many of you have lost ctb materials?

[IWantToSleep]

Whether by confiscation, you throwing them away yourself, whatever. I'm just asking because I'm anxious about maybe throwing away my ctb materials when I feel panicked, maybe never getting a second chance to get them again, etc.

 

[OhBother]

If it's definitely hard to obtain the second time I would fight the urge of throwing it out. If you're not ready I would keep it out of sight until you decide. Hard to know sometimes.

 

[LansJ70]

I got SN and then when I was feeling better (I go up and down in feelings, like I guess lots of us) I started throwing it down the sink. Then I thought hang on, what if I change my mind again, I don't want to order it again and have to go through the anxiety of will it get through customs. So I stopped and now have about 55gms of SN instead of 100 gms.

 

[OhBother]

That sink is sure lucky. I would of paid double just for the 45.

 

[LansJ70]

Wow N - you're going for the gold standard then. I don't think I would dare try and import it, I had enough sleepless nights with SN.

 

[suicidesheep31]

I don't keep my SN at home to make sure that this decision is not an impulse.
I had medication that I did throw down in the toilets because my therapist asked for it... my bad

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

ugh i live with my mother and i just found out she took the scalpels that i was going to cut my throat with... there goes that plan..