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FiryPheonix

FiryPheonix

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Mar 7, 2026
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I'm not going to bother making a timeline or anything like that but I will be fasting for 24 hours the last couple hours will be a water fast. As soon as I'm ready, I'll start by consuming a massive dose of benzos (probably xanax 5-10mgs) and put on a timer for 15 minutes, as soon as the timer hits I will drink 25-50g of SN and black out before I have time to realize whats happening. And then boom, lights out. Anything I should add or change to my plan, open to suggestions. I don't currently have a source for anti emetics but can potentially order from Tor markets if they are really that helpful, are there any other more commonly found drugs I can take for the nausea. I was just hoping that the xans would put me to sleep pretty quickly before the SN starts causing any significant discomfort.
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
157
Dont fast for so much + where at AE?
Dont fast for so much + where are AE?
 
FiryPheonix

FiryPheonix

Member
Mar 7, 2026
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I heard that AE is not necessary but there will be a lot of vomiting if i dont take it
Dont fast for so much + where at AE?
Dont fast for so much + where are AE?
Also I dont have any idea where I would get AE, does it only have to be the dopamine antagonists or can I use the other ones
 
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babyneo1

Student
Apr 23, 2026
157
Read every protocol thread, AE is necessary to avoid vomiting
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
315
I heard that AE is not necessary but there will be a lot of vomiting if i dont take it

Also I dont have any idea where I would get AE, does it only have to be the dopamine antagonists or can I use the other ones
Has to be the antagonist one. I've seen some people acquiring them from online pharma. Try looking for online pharmacies in the searchbar
 
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SkeletonKey

Member
May 22, 2024
15
Read every protocol thread, AE is necessary to avoid vomiting
*AE necessary to help with vomiting. There will still be vomiting but AEs will help with more absorption.

I'm not sure what's better: force yourself to resist vomit as long as you can, or just vomit and drink the other glasses you prepared?
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,198
I have seen all the videos that exist of someone ctb via SN and I concluded that you will still vomit even with the antiemetics, but there will be less vomiting compared to if you don't take any.
 
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thekop85

Sorry I'm not good at English.
Jul 3, 2026
64
The problem is that if you fall asleep due to the effects of Xanax rather than SN, you might vomit without realizing it, causing the protocol to fail.
That's why the protocol includes a second and third reserve dose of SN—to respond immediately to such vomiting.
You can find cases on SASU where the protocol failed because the participant didn't take enough SN.
I think it's important to hold out until you're certain you've entered a state of hypoxia by consuming enough SN.
 

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