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ob600

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Seen posts ranging from peaceful to pretty awful
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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from peaceful to pretty awful
It feels like what you saw in the posts. Mostly peaceful but not 100% of the time.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
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If you do the right regime it should be pretty peaceful. You're still really likely to vomit even with an antiemetic. That's probably the only thing that makes it a bit uncomfortable imo.
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

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Mar 4, 2020
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From what I heard, it feels like having a hangover.
 
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Spitfire

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It feels like death after you take it
 
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KleinerWolf

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Based on what I gathered,
it involves vomiting, stomach discomfort, fast heartbeat.

around 20 minutes people should start to feel dizzy and lose consciousness.

within 4hours people should be dead.

imo the symptoms are not bad considering it's suicide.
Could been far worse with some of the other methods.
 
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Based on what I gathered,
it involves vomiting, stomach discomfort, fast heartbeat.

around 20 minutes people should start to feel dizzy and lose consciousness.

within 4hours people should be dead.

imo the symptoms are not bad considering it's suicide.
Could been far worse with some of the other methods.
I've done some taste tests with a pretty small amount (1g maybe). The guide says 25g although I think 7g to 10g would do the trick for me. I worry about having really bad final moments. N is preferable for sure
 
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Deleted member 22624

One foot in the grave
Oct 7, 2020
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I'm pretty sure Ive seen two or more posts report difficulty breathing, and at least 1 was extremely put off by it. A pathology report also suggested one person who died from SN may have had difficulty breathing, but the likelihood or severity wasn't mentioned
 
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I screwed up

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Sep 11, 2019
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I taste tested 2 GMs ... I had a bad headache like an hangover headache. Did not feel nausea as it was very little qty I guess. I too hope its not too painful as its my method too
 
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