AaronHernandez
Fairytale gone bad
- Sep 6, 2021
- 10
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Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,622
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,641
I'm not sure it is possible for me to be calm. Ctb is difficult as we are programmed to survive. I think I will only ever be able to ctb once I reach a point of desperation. I never feel relaxed as there is no escape from myself and my thoughts.
sadbadpsychogirl
sonofabitch
- May 29, 2020
- 725
trewer
Member
- Aug 4, 2021
- 23
Death gives me comfort, the thought of continuing to live for decades is what scares me.
suicidesheep31
Specialist
- Jun 27, 2020
- 348
I imagine myself doing it and it calms me down. I was doing that to help me sleeping.
I was seeing myself taking N and I was feeling peace coming.
PinkSakura
Rip Flower I'll never forget you </3 æˆ‘æƒ³ä½ èŠ±
- Feb 8, 2021
- 137
Music, evanescence helps me feel calm when i really want to die
A_miStake_of_NATURE
I wish no one had to CTB..........
- Aug 14, 2020
- 703
Making myself understand it's never gonna be better…...
NormaJeane
Member
- Mar 24, 2021
- 648
I think we have to prepare for death for a long time. No one really wants to die because we are programmed to live and the survival instinct will work against the suicide. The hardest thing to do is to consciously choose death. I believe that all people want to die if they suffer enough. If we are drunk or if we overdose sleeping pills we will probably lose control and the suicide attempt will fail. It is better to take only one or two sleeping pills or nothing at all if we want the suicide to be successful. It is better to suffer for a few minutes in the dying process - then at least we have achieved our goal.Last edited:Similar threads
