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feyanon

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Apr 15, 2025
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I'm not usually a people person and don't really care what other people think of my decisions but recently my sister and mother have been getting in contact with me. I've been invited to a birthday for the first time in a long time. I'm just curious in case I manage before that time comes, how do I make it look like an accident?
My mother already suffers from mental health and I know this would completely break her but finding out I caught the bus on my own terms would break her even more. At least if it looks like an accident she'd mourn me as she would anyone else in my family.
 
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bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
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Very difficult to make it look like an accident the best thing is od from your typical hard drugs but if you never used/no history of abuse it will be very suspicious also hard to od
 
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needwaytohell

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Apr 2, 2025
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I've been asking about this My method is SN apparently its hard to as due to drain of oxygen areas around finger nails turn green/blueish from what I've heard. I don't want to know how people will feel about it I genuinely don't want to know it will prevent my CTB.
 
Worndown

Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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You would be better served to focus on your method and success. Staging an accident is just distracting you from the goal.
 
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Mar 15, 2025
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For the moment at least, I've decided make-it-look-like-an-accident is necessary for me. That would allow my family to get over it more quickly without any of the possible side-effects of suicide. I think I'll have to start learning to keep an eye out for situations to spontaneously jump in. For example, a truck with steel poles sticking out the back and ram my car into it. Not sure I can think and maneuver that fast.
 
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