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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
15
as the title reads lol how do i stab myself??? what knife would be the most optimal??? whats the best spot to lodge the knife in??? how long would it take??? n any other stuff u can share pls and many thanksssss
 
A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
15
That must be painful
maybeeersss, but ive heard that u like go into a state of numbness i guess?? but like thats just one experience out of the many. i kinda wanna do it bc its been rlly hard to secure sn, n, and other drugs rn and tbh i do not gawt the funds for that hahahah its the second most appealing method tp me as of rn
 
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LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
116
Generally, this is a non-method (a method that should not be attempted). In most cases, your SI will stop you. In movies they make it seem easy and painless, but it's actually very painful. The success rate for this method is very low.

 
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PanaxMan

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Apr 11, 2023
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as the title reads lol how do i stab myself??? what knife would be the most optimal??? whats the best spot to lodge the knife in??? how long would it take??? n any other stuff u can share pls and many thanksssss
Don't do this. It really doesn't work. (I don't recommend) the scars still hurt on me after I attempted that way.
 
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LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
116
Don't do this. It really doesn't work. (I don't recommend) the scars still hurt on me after I attempted that way.
I second this. The pain goes away after a while in my experience, however, your skin gets very very very sensitive where the scars are, and some small area around. Things that normally barely hurt, hurt tons in that area. Also it itches so bad sometimes.
Not to mention the stares you get from strangers when you go outside with short sleeves.....
 
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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
15
I second this. The pain goes away after a while in my experience, however, your skin gets very very very sensitive where the scars are, and some small area around. Things that normally barely hurt, hurt tons in that area. Also it itches so bad sometimes.
Not to mention the stares you get from strangers when you go outside with short sleeves.....
but is tbere a chance i might die ?? if i wait long enough??? im not privy to a lot of resources bc of circumstances, n if ill die anyway, the pain dorsnt matter to me
 
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charlavail

charlavail

trying to figure out the point
Mar 19, 2026
143
there is a story here of someone who stabbed themselves several times and they just passed out and then woke up like it's extremely hard.
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,601
You will fail.
 
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LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
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but is tbere a chance i might die ?? if i wait long enough??? im not privy to a lot of resources bc of circumstances, n if ill die anyway, the pain dorsnt matter to me
Depends how deep you cut, however as I said before, your SI will stop you before you'll be able to cut deep enough.
Generally, it's a bad idea. Try searching for a different method ^^
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
1,021
i see stabbing cases every single day in the news, and they almost always die quite fast according to the articles.
sometimes after just one stab, also.
so i mean... it could seem attractive to someone suicidal if they had the guts (no pun intented) to stab themselves.
and not get scared/SI
 
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blooming

blooming

Eternally Exhausted 💤
Nov 25, 2025
24
Stabbing would be the last on my list of methods. I would even consider drowning before I'd consider that. It seems very difficult, very messy and I'm not very strong so it would be hard to accomplish. I can understand considering it if you have no options but this one has a huge potential to go wrong and be painful.
 
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persistentheartache

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Apr 2, 2026
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i see stabbing cases every single day in the news, and they almost always die quite fast according to the articles.
sometimes after just one stab, also.
so i mean... it could seem attractive to someone suicidal if they had the guts (no pun intented) to stab themselves.
and not get scared/SI
getting stabbed fatally and stabbing yourself fatally are very different. that "if" makes it sound more viable than it really is. you'd have to be in deep psychosis or something. there's a reason everyone on this thread is against it. SI is hardwired into all of us. even cutting your wrists as an attempt is much harder than it sounds based on what we see on the news and media. it's very different from self harming without suicidal intent.

to say it's a matter of guts is misunderstanding SI. it's not voluntary. you can be suicidal while also having very strong SI.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,021
you can be suicidal while also having very strong SI
uhh yeah, i know
getting stabbed fatally and stabbing yourself fatally are very different. that "if" makes it sound more viable than it really is. you'd have to be in deep psychosis or something. there's a reason everyone on this thread is against it. SI is hardwired into all of us. even cutting your wrists as an attempt is much harder than it sounds based on what we see on the news and media. it's very different from self harming without suicidal intent.

to say it's a matter of guts is misunderstanding SI. it's not voluntary. you can be suicidal while also having very strong SI.
but there's a famous actor from "dumb and dumber" who stabbed himself in the neck as suicide, so there's also that.
 
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redsendtend

redsendtend

bang
Feb 13, 2026
56
as the title reads lol how do i stab myself??? what knife would be the most optimal??? whats the best spot to lodge the knife in??? how long would it take??? n any other stuff u can share pls and many thanksssss
You're not gonna die for that. Even if this is attention seeking then there's less gorey ways to do it. Stabbing yourself could be fun seeing the blood and stuff but imo it'll be bad in the long run: ur gonna get sent to the psych ward after u heal and probably all potential to kill yourself in the future will be extremely limited or u'll be put on a list therefore more difficult for u to do anything like even order rope or something idk. ik you want to see people reply to your post because you want attention because you feel neglected the people around u, which is fine, but if you're gonna do it then don't mess it up for urself in the long-term. just think: if u survive, what will the next steps look like? if u don't survive then desired outcome achieve i guess lol
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
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I think you don't need to keep stabbing yourself multiple times, you just need to hit an artery and let the blood flow out.

Which some people say it's hard to hit. But once done, I'm not expert so just my guessing here, once done your blood pressure will slowly down and you'll feel calm until black out, and if no help is given in time you'll obviously die.

So, if I'm correct it doesn't seem to be that bad.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,021
I think you don't need to keep stabbing yourself multiple times, you just need to hit an artery and let the blood flow out.

Which some people say it's hard to hit. But once done, I'm not expert so just my guessing here, once done your blood pressure will slowly down and you'll feel calm until black out, and if no help is given in time you'll obviously die.

So, if I'm correct it doesn't seem to be that bad.
aviici did it with a wine bottle
 
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iamjustapebble

iamjustapebble

i hate this
Sep 20, 2025
35
don't do it, it'll take forever for you to just pass out, youll probably live and will definitely end up in the hospital.
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
716
Stabby Make em deep, make em multiple and make em in vital areas such as the forehead, throat/neck, heart etc.

That being said, you'll most likely do 1 shallow stab, the jolt of pain will fuck up your thinking process and you'll just be laying there, bleeding. I think if you want to die being stabbed, go look for your local serial murderer or something cause unless you're real fucked in the head, the SI is gonna make damn sure you're not gonna reach the arteries. Or you could just not do it, whatever's easier. idk I can't really give any solid advice as I wanna die by stabbing too. Although chances are, your trusty kitchen knife probably isn't sharp enough, you'll probably have to go digging on the black market for something suitable, and that seems like a hassle y'know...
 
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A Sit of Doubting

A Sit of Doubting

leap into faith
Apr 3, 2026
15
You're not gonna die for that. Even if this is attention seeking then there's less gorey ways to do it. Stabbing yourself could be fun seeing the blood and stuff but imo it'll be bad in the long run: ur gonna get sent to the psych ward after u heal and probably all potential to kill yourself in the future will be extremely limited or u'll be put on a list therefore more difficult for u to do anything like even order rope or something idk. ik you want to see people reply to your post because you want attention because you feel neglected the people around u, which is fine, but if you're gonna do it then don't mess it up for urself in the long-term. just think: if u survive, what will the next steps look like? if u don't survive then desired outcome achieve i guess lol
i didnt mean for it to be attention seeking. a shit ton of people are also asking for help on here😭😭im just inept w the method. i guess its on me bc i didnt research before hand, but we all just wanna die here dont we? even as i do feel neglected by the people around me, i wouldnt go looking for attention thru asking for help on an online suicide platform. thank you for your insight tho i just thought it was pretty hurtful for you to assume that of me
 
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