Help How can i make it look like an accident?

[VelveteenBunny]

My family still loves me but I'm a horribly abusive person so I need to die to protect everyone. I don't care about how much pain I'd be in. I need something that looks like an accident so my family doesn't think they failed me but I can still die and get out of everyone's lives. Currently I'm thinking of, when I get a car, driving it into a lake. I live in an area where both lakes and deer are abundant so it'd be plausible enough to say I swerved to avoid a deer.