How are you really doing? Where on the Emmengard Suicide Scale are you?

[Always-in-trouble]

Might honestly kill myself on Thursday at the earliest if everything goes to plan and I am ready. (Not a reliable method in the slightest and will probably just fail. It's just overdosing from datura purchased from ebay, sent to the post office for me to open and hide in my room, make datura tea and hallucinate near a lake to drown, I just don't want to alert the flat I am in too much and interested in datura anyways. If I do survive, I will just not mention datura and hopefully they will not look further.)

 

[NZkiwi]

Might honestly kill myself on Thursday at the earliest if everything goes to plan and I am ready. (Not a reliable method in the slightest and will probably just fail. It's just overdosing from datura purchased from ebay, sent to the post office for me to open and hide in my room, make datura tea and hallucinate near a lake to drown, I just don't want to alert the flat I am in too much and interested in datura anyways. If I do survive, I will just not mention datura and hopefully they will not look further.)

Myself and others are on the recovery forums if you ever want to engage with us

Wishing you all the best, no matter what choice you make

 

[Always-in-trouble]

It's just that I spiral like this too often, and only use my own rotten, depraved mind to extract what calculations and pleasure I want. I just want it to go away