Discussion How are you arranging your pre and post CTB?

[ceriseange♡]

I don't think I'll leave any notes besides a generic 'I'm sorry' - as much as I want to pour my love and gratitude out for everyone individually (which is the least they deserve) but I'm too exhausted to put those feelings into words. Whenever I'm ready, I'm planning to shut my phone off and take cash out into the woods of my state and go as deep as I'm able to. It's unrealistic but everything about this feels surreal to me. If it's deep enough hopefully nobody has to find it and nature and animals can just take it back. I want to give my sister my plushies, though. And all my little figurines

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

A part of me hopes that the police go through all of my stuff once I'm gone. It gives me just a little bit of perverted enjoyment like someone is finally seeing me for every terrible thing I know I am by prying into all of the private things I've never let anybody see. I hope they're weirded out by everything wrong with me.