No_Body
rotting away
- Apr 14, 2021
- 51
I have taken a long hiatus from this website, my mental state was really bad.
I attempted suicide on the 7th of January. I ordered KN from a retailer in Germany and had the methods ready, however it was being held at customs for too long and I panicked thinking they might do a well fare check on me.
So I decided to hang myself, it failed, I woke laying on the floor naked, the rope just loose around my neck, on the floor, I don't know why i'm so stupid!
Everything was black, I struggled to move at all, I managed to crawl and eventually walk away from there, and I think I must've had a psychotic episode or something afterwards, I was suffering from hypothermia and speaking non sense to random people. I lost consciousness around the end I just remember the ambulance, the aluminium blanket.
It's all too bizarre for me, I was hospitalised for 2 months, and now I am on medication and my life just FEELS FUCKING SHIT IDK every time SAME SAME SAME, no fucking clue on what to do with my life, i'm 28
I lost my job because of this stunt, I lost everything and this medication. makes me not want to care about anything!
I attempted suicide on the 7th of January. I ordered KN from a retailer in Germany and had the methods ready, however it was being held at customs for too long and I panicked thinking they might do a well fare check on me.
So I decided to hang myself, it failed, I woke laying on the floor naked, the rope just loose around my neck, on the floor, I don't know why i'm so stupid!
Everything was black, I struggled to move at all, I managed to crawl and eventually walk away from there, and I think I must've had a psychotic episode or something afterwards, I was suffering from hypothermia and speaking non sense to random people. I lost consciousness around the end I just remember the ambulance, the aluminium blanket.
It's all too bizarre for me, I was hospitalised for 2 months, and now I am on medication and my life just FEELS FUCKING SHIT IDK every time SAME SAME SAME, no fucking clue on what to do with my life, i'm 28
I lost my job because of this stunt, I lost everything and this medication. makes me not want to care about anything!
