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pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
128
My deadline should of been months ago. It makes me feel like am idiot that I have not gone through with my decision and I may never succeed. However, I think that's about to change.
These couple days I have realised that me deliberately postponing my ctb is only causing me harm and prolonging my suffering. It's my choice and I shouldn't subject myself to worry.

My preferred method is very effective, with lots of extensive planning/testing taken place. All I need to do is pick a location - for which I already have 2 location in mind.
Thank you for hearing me out, I hope to chat with you guys until d-day :)
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,635
I hope that you find peace from the suffering, best wishes.
 
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