Hopeless loser

[HoolioCoolio]

I'm waiting for the perfect moment to ctb, like king bumi in avatar. I think it'll be this summer. I will collect foxglove and eat the seeds along with smoking it. I just need to dry the seeds and crush it more, I also have pill capsules to insure more dosage. If I find a reason to live within that time frame I'll wait till I lose it and then wait for the moment again until I'm dead, it will be soon. I've loved this community who can relate to me and show so much support. Not many can relate to me but all of you have the same problems and feelings and it's helped me a lot. I don't have trustful friends and all my 6 doctors and therapist can't help my chronic pain I'm so tired only going off 4 hours of sleep

 

[Philosykos]

I don't know you and haven't interacted with you before, but I'm sorry you feel this way. FWIW, I do hope you will find something worth living for in the coming weeks, that life will turn around for you, be kind to you. If no such thing happens, I wish your passing to go smoothly, without much pain and that you may find what you couldn't on Earth in the afterlife if you believe in one.

 

[autumnal]

I'm waiting for the perfect moment to ctb, like king bumi in avatar. I think it'll be this summer. I will collect foxglove and eat the seeds along with smoking it. I just need to dry the seeds and crush it more, I also have pill capsules to insure more dosage. If I find a reason to live within that time frame I'll wait till I lose it and then wait for the moment again until I'm dead, it will be soon. I've loved this community who can relate to me and show so much support. Not many can relate to me but all of you have the same problems and feelings and it's helped me a lot. I don't have trustful friends and all my 6 doctors and therapist can't help my chronic pain I'm so tired only going off 4 hours of sleep

Sorry to hear of your situation. FYI, plant poisonings are not always very reliable, and are usually very unpleasant. Have you looked into this method in detail, or compared it with other alternatives in the Resource Compilation?

 

[ssaaahmo]

hey hooliocoolio
sorry to hear you're hurting so bad
sending you hugs and wishing you healing and peace

 

[HoolioCoolio]

Sorry to hear of your situation. FYI, plant poisonings are not always very reliable, and are usually very unpleasant. Have you looked into this method in detail, or compared it with other alternatives in the Resource Compilation?

A lot of people in my area have died thinking the plant was edible, foxglove is comparable to nightshade