Hopefully this is goodbye

[DontplayGod]

Going to go with partial suspension hanging wedged into a door. I'm hoping I can fight my survival instinct and succeed

 

[Sea Turtle]

Wish you the best and hope you find peace

I'll be here for you if anything changes or if you want to talk

 

[DontplayGod]

Can't fucking pass out lol, still trying though edit: still trying an hour later idk why this isn't working

 

[DontplayGod]

Alright just took 20 mg melatonin and I have the belt around my neck that should be tight enough on the carotid arteries so hopefully I'll get sleepy fall asleep the belt does it's thing and I don't wake up

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I hope you find peace.

 

[DontplayGod]

I hope you find peace.

Thank you

 

[Ednospatient]

I attempted partial hanging roughly 10 times, didn't work

 

[VoidDesirer22]

I wish you peace

 

[Buddha.e.c]

I wish you the best i hope you find peace and rest eternally in whatever happens

 

[DontplayGod]

Update: after 3 hours of trying to hang I am still here. I tried every position with the belt jammed in the door but nothing, this is a sad day and I hope to God the marks on my neck disappear or can be hidden

 

[OldDrummer]

I hope you're OK and not in any pain.

 

[DontplayGod]

I hope you're OK and not in any pain.

I'm not in any pain, the method seemed mostly peaceful, however there was the head feeling which kinda hurt but it was bearable. It was just really uncomfortable like holding in a piss. Only thing is just the marks on my neck hoping I can just sleep them away

 

[FuneralCry]

I am sorry that you are suffering, ctb really is so difficult. Hanging does sound like an awful way to exit, I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and then we could just exit peacefully when the time is right for us. I wish you the best in whatever happens.