HOPEFULLY AN OK QUESTION

[Starry Starry]

I'm new on this site and hope to find others who suffer with depression and anxiety who I can "talk" to. I'm currently seriously considering suicide as my life doesn't matter to me or anyone else. Thanks for listening. /s

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point, it really is such a cruel existence. I hope that you are able to find what you are looking for here. Best wishes.

 

[chronicallybroken]

I'm new on this site and hope to find others who suffer with depression and anxiety who I can "talk" to. I'm currently seriously considering suicide as my life doesn't matter to me or anyone else. Thanks for listening. /s

Hey, welcome to the site!

There's a recovery part of the forum if that's something you'd be interested in. Within that there's a 'Recovery partners megathread'.
There's also a chat feature where there's always a few people active.

 

[Starry Starry]

Thank you but recovery is not what I'm thinking of. I've been depressed most of my life and I've had some things happen lately that truly justify my leaving.

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point, it really is such a cruel existence. I hope that you are able to find what you are looking for here. Best wishes.

Thank you so much. I'm hoping to find understanding and compassion - things that are missing in the world.

 

[Idontmatter]

I have anxiety and depression. Feel free and message me if you'd like

 

[thebunny]

I'm new on this site and hope to find others who suffer with depression and anxiety who I can "talk" to. I'm currently seriously considering suicide as my life doesn't matter to me or anyone else. Thanks for listening. /s

welcome to the website! i hope you find what you're looking for here. i'm sorry that this life isn't working out well, but i do wish you all the best in your remaining time if you're decided. we all deserve peace. feel free to message me as well!

 

[klm]

I'm new on this site and hope to find others who suffer with depression and anxiety who I can "talk" to. I'm currently seriously considering suicide as my life doesn't matter to me or anyone else. Thanks for listening. /s

Hi, welcome!
I'm on this site often, i feel the same as you, nothing matters anymore, you can talk to me anytime starry <3

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm hoping to be gone in a few weeks if everything works as planned this time

 

[Starry Starry]

Hi, welcome!
I'm on this site often, i feel the same as you, nothing matters anymore, you can talk to me anytime starry <3

Thank you so much. I sometimes go on and on. I've stayed home from work because I couldn't face another day of crying uncontrollably at work. I'm sitting in ed planning my departure. The pain of living is overwhelming.

 

[Idontmatter]

Thank you so much. I sometimes go on and on. I've stayed home from work because I couldn't face another day of crying uncontrollably at work. I'm sitting in ed planning my departure. The pain of living is overwhelming.

I'm sorry for what you are going through. You are not alone. I'm going through the same thing and hope to be dead in a few weeks

 

[Hope:-)]

You sound like a recovery forum would be best suited. I wouldn't necessarily recommend the one on this site for you. It's great but the suicide discussion section is a bit too clickable if you are contemplating suicide but also trying to focus on your recovery. Maybe try this one https://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/ .It's very good. All the best x

 

[klm]

Thank you so much. I sometimes go on and on. I've stayed home from work because I couldn't face another day of crying uncontrollably at work. I'm sitting in ed planning my departure. The pain of living is overwhelming.

you're welcome, there are no words to explain how much I can relate, and yeah it feels overwhelming, like so much is put on our shoulders we didn't ask for, it's like a dark cloud no joy in anything, pm if you'd like starry :)

 

[emgrl]

Thank you so much. I sometimes go on and on. I've stayed home from work because I couldn't face another day of crying uncontrollably at work. I'm sitting in ed planning my departure. The pain of living is overwhelming.

I'm in your exact position, I'm here if you need someone.

 

[Starry Starry]

you're welcome, there are no words to explain how much I can relate, and yeah it feels overwhelming, like so much is put on our shoulders we didn't ask for, it's like a dark cloud no joy in anything, pm if you'd like starry :)

I don't know how to pm anyone

I have anxiety and depression. Feel free and message me if you'd like

I am so sorry you are suffering so. The lack of wanting to live, the lack of joy - the lack of wanting to live anymore is so overwhelming. It feels as if it is eating away at my heart and soul. As if I'm already dead - I'm just still walking around.

I'm hoping to be gone in a few weeks if everything works as planned this time

I am rather jealous. I hope I'm gone shortly after that time. I can't keep on with the pain I am in.

You sound like a recovery forum would be best suited. I wouldn't necessarily recommend the one on this site for you. It's great but the suicide discussion section is a bit too clickable if you are contemplating suicide but also trying to focus on your recovery. Maybe try this one https://www.mentalhealthforum.net/forum/ .It's very good. All the best x

Recovery isn't what I need. I need to no longer live a life full of pain.

 

[Idontmatter]

I don't know how to pm anyone

I am so sorry you are suffering so. The lack of wanting to live, the lack of joy - the lack of wanting to live anymore is so overwhelming. It feels as if it is eating away at my heart and soul. As if I'm already dead - I'm just still walking around.

I am rather jealous. I hope I'm gone shortly after that time. I can't keep on with the pain I am in.

Recovery isn't what I need. I need to no longer live a life full of

I believe you have to have a certain amount of posts before you are able to pm

 

[sewercide]

I feel the same @Starry Starry
welcome and bless you

 

[Forever Sleep]

Welcome Starry Starry. I'm sorry life has brought you here but I hope you can find some solace. I find it a very supportive community on here and am very grateful for it. It's sad we are all meeting under these circumstances but at least we get to feel less alone. All the best to you.

 

[Gemini]

I'm new on this site and hope to find others who suffer with depression and anxiety who I can "talk" to. I'm currently seriously considering suicide as my life doesn't matter to me or anyone else. Thanks for listening. /s

Hello, I also just joined today as someone who had both depression and anxiety which caused me to attempt suicide a few months ago. You can write to me anytime you want whenever you feel like talking about it.