Hope? vent/

[qwert3948]

Having hope while being helpless is the most arduous horrible fucking torture to ever go through, but now i found a glimpse that i can be helped

i'm pretty pretty sure i have PMD & i'm talking to my therapist about it after no contact for awhile. My only issue is that I just don't know if i'll be able to get a diagnosis.
If i do get a diagnosis and therefore treatment, i can fulfill my hope of being happy.

i really just don't want to be disappointed. but who knows, maybe i can live & be happy? i was thinking this was near impossible for me at this point, i genuinely didn't think i would live to see 2024

i really just to not be disappointed because if this goes wrong it's when i'll be over.

 

[timf]

You might want to exp[lore something like volunteer work. Some find happiness in helping to others

 

[bluesoapyskies]

Having hope while being helpless is the most arduous horrible fucking torture to ever go through, but now i found a glimpse that i can be helped

i'm pretty pretty sure i have PMD & i'm talking to my therapist about it after no contact for awhile. My only issue is that I just don't know if i'll be able to get a diagnosis.
If i do get a diagnosis and therefore treatment, i can fulfill my hope of being happy.

i really just don't want to be disappointed. but who knows, maybe i can live & be happy? i was thinking this was near impossible for me at this point, i genuinely didn't think i would live to see 2024

i really just to not be disappointed because if this goes wrong it's when i'll be over.

which pmd? Pelizaeus-Merzbacher disease or presmenstrual dysphoric disorder?

im in a similar boat so i know how you feel. i hope things work out because as you said, wanting to have hope in a hopeless situation is despairing.