GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
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you and me both! vent if you need
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
That's what we're here for! It's better to keep those thoughts here instead of risking yourself on FB.
TheSoundofTime
In time you will find peace...
- Aug 9, 2020
- 71
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?Last edited:
Racon
Student
- Aug 29, 2020
- 157
That gif gives me anxiety.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,157
I do have the urge to get drunk every single time I have a drink. My suicidal thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks the next day too.
TheSoundofTime
In time you will find peace...
- Aug 9, 2020
- 71
I drink to relieve stress and self criticism inside, although I cannot predict how it effects me. Sometimes I'm quite a happy drunktard, the other times - I think of blowing my head off. So yeah...
I haven't had a drink in almost two years. I actually feel I've been more suicidal since being sober.
Sinai Silence
I think I'ma die alone inside my room
- Jul 6, 2020
- 810
I always feel depressed at the end of a drinking session, I can work out my limits so I drink enough to not get peer pressured into drinking more but so I wont feel like sh*t afterwards. Feel free to vent as much as you need. Sending hugs
I drank 6 stella artois cans yesterday. Now the hangover is really strong lol
I think less-so for me, although after like 8-10 pints I get that 'ahh fack everything' 'oh woe me' feeling lol
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
I did 14 months abstinent recently and it basically just revealed how suicidally depressed I was. Now it seems I'm really into binge drinking and feeling depressed two days later... (I'm definitely not actually into the latter.)
It makes me feel less suicidal but thoughts come back after a while.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
Yeah for me when I'm finally running out.
NoneMoreNegative
Member
- Aug 27, 2020
- 65
Significally less suicidal, then after a couple of hours back to baseline.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
We're doing okay folks: current FB activity = zero. But this is usually the riskiest time of all.When I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
Suicidal thoughts + hangover = hell
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
I love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.
And TTBTD you forgot work. For all those poor suckers out there.
Any songs to recommend? I love listening to Alice in Chains while drunk. Speacilly their unplugged songs
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
OfThePraxicOrder
Live bad, Die worse
- Aug 22, 2020
- 26
I get more suicidal when I get drunk, my thought process just goes out the window, i haven't drunk in the past 4 months, mainly because it would always lead to me self harming when I would get drunk.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
For modern-ish indie check out the View and the Cribs.
Definitely not modern tbf but yes and yes.
Also Glasvegas.
Definitely Glasvegas.Last edited:
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
I HAVE A STRONG URGE TO WRITE SOMETHING SOPPY ON FACEBOOK.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
All right maybe something like this?
'Don't think I can't feel that there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life for so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant light
And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking about you or us?
Etc. etc. etc.'Similar threads
