Holy shit, I have poison

[orange]

Just blood tested my SN, came back positive. The blood went from bright red to desaturated dark brown. The only thing left on my shopping list is an antacid, since I found out omeprazol is not helpful for this method. I also wish I could have gotten my hands on some propanolol, but oh well.

Once I get my hands on some useful antacid I'll prepare all the drugs I need according to Stan's guide Stat dose regimen, separate 2 25g doses of SN in little baggies and leave it all neat and tidy on a box, suicide kit style.

I don' think I'll ever set a date many weeks in advance or anything. I probably will wait until I'm in the right headspace, say I'm going to my partner's house over the weekend, fast all day and drive to some quiet place instead and take the poison at night.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine it must be a relief to have a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[som1]

I can not wait till I receive my SN I waited for so long. I hope it passes customers and comes to my hands. I followed stans guide but I'm still not sure if I need antiacid. Some people say antiacid creates a layer on the stomach and it slows down SN absorption and I don't want to wait any minute longer till unconsciousness.

 

[orange]

I can not wait till I receive my SN I waited for so long. I hope it passes customers and comes to my hands. I followed stans guide but I'm still not sure if I need antiacid. Some people say antiacid creates a layer on the stomach and it slows down SN absorption and I don't want to wait any minute longer till unconsciousness.

yeah I have also read contradictory opinions but stans guide is very reputable and it includes antacids