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bluupup

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cronus
Jun 7, 2026
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my sister helped me clean my entire closet. its a lot better but im nervous because its too empty and I cant handle things not having trash like that. my sister holding the first trash bag photo. there was 2 1/2 trash bags full of things total, I found a boarding pass to a flight I took a year ago. I also found a shirt covered in blood, a street sign, more jackets than I knew I had, lots of boxes of trash, old posters, broken beads, a lot of blades I used to SH, markers, pencils, crayons, toys, and other misc. items.. nothing worth any money though.. it was really hard for me, but I went through with it because I didn't want to seem weak in front of my sister.

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the giant blotch of blood was from one cut btw. I hit something
 
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i'm so proud of you son, finally cleaning out some of your trash (don't forget the linkin park poster) and getting your room back in order slowly but surely.. if you keep cleaning it out like that every day then in a few weeks it will look like a brand new room.. people coming over will be like "holy crap, i must have isekaied in to a completely different dimension; this can't be bluupup's room, where is all the mountains of trash??"..
 
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i'm so proud of you son, finally cleaning out some of your trash (don't forget the linkin park poster) and getting your room back in order slowly but surely.. if you keep cleaning it out like that every day then in a few weeks it will look like a brand new room.. people coming over will be like "holy crap, i must have isekaied in to a completely different dimension; this can't be bluupup's room, where is all the mountains of trash??"..
TYSM lol !! I already got new things, but only 2! they're kinda big MLP toys! I restored them.
 
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