Hi guys, I don't think I can take SN even if I have money. My mum will throw it away if she find it :(

[heretogethelp]

So i guess have to keep going along with the rest of you. My parents said they will provide for me, but never let me ctb while i am under their roof. And i'd prefer never to be homeless, so. I guess i'm in recovery now, whether i like it or not.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Try to think of a place where no-one will look. If you are not ready to ctb yet, don't get the SN until you are.

 

[heretogethelp]

Try to think of a place where no-one will look. If you are not ready to ctb yet, don't get the SN until you are.

I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are going through this. The way I see it, we have the right to take our lives at a time of our choosing as we did not ask to be born. It is completely your decision and nobody else has any say in it. However I understand how you feel like you have no choice. I also have family members who would get in the way of my plans to ctb and would do everything to stop me. It can be like being trapped. I do hope recovery works out for you.

 

[CleosAsp]

Are you an adult? Adults don't tell people not to do or say things because it'd upset mommy.

Are you real?

 

[RazzleDazzle]

This entire post is odd. How old are you?! Or, I mean, how old are you pretending to be?

 

[littlelungs]

I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.

I don't think that's what @OnlyTheWind meant by their comment at all. I don't want to put words in anybody's mouth, but I personally just interpreted it as a suggestion/potential solution, should you want to go.

I understand not wanting to disrespect your parents, especially under their roof, but if you're on this site then I assume you're an adult who can make their own decisions. If you don't want to live anymore, then that's your choice. People can object to it and/or try to hinder it – and they will – but at the end of the day it's your life, your suffering and your choice, whether other people are happy about it or not. That's just how I see it.

If recovery is the route you're going to go, then I sincerely wish you all the best with that.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.

Ok, either I misinterpreted your post, or you aren't sure what you want. The title of your thread suggests that you are concerned with being caught, but your actual post talks about being coerced into staying. As @littlelungs said, I was not encouraging you to end your life, but offering you advice. There is a recovery section on this website, but certainly not everyone is here to "keep going". Do your parents know you're accessing this forum? As others have pointed out, you do sound young. Either way, I cannot be held responsible for any actions you may or may not take. I'm sorry that you are in this tough position, but remember that the choice is always yours, and if you are willing to remain for your parents because you don't like the idea of deceving them, that's fine too.

 

[Peel_the_Banana]

So i guess have to keep going along with the rest of you. My parents said they will provide for me, but never let me ctb while i am under their roof. And i'd prefer never to be homeless, so. I guess i'm in recovery now, whether i like it or not.

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I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.

Good one!!!

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Are you an adult? Adults don't tell people not to do or say things because it'd upset mommy.

Are you real?

This entire post is odd. How old are you?! Or, I mean, how old are you pretending to be?

 

[Pure]

Sus

 

[Under The Graveyard]

I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.

I haven't seen anyone trying to encourage you to ctb. Sounds like you are either;

A: seeking attention

B: A spy hoping someone tries to encourage you, so you can run and report to other officials that we encouraged you.

Pick one.

Also, you said your "parents are not happy about it." Are you telling your parents someone here is encouraging you? If so, I guess they wouldn't be happy, and why are you showing them this site?

I have a feeling you are now trolling. Anyone who has a strong desire to ctb, would want to make sure this site is not visible to family while living under their roof.

 

[Mentalmick]

I don't want to deceive my parents, sorry. Please stop encouraging me to end my life, my parents are not happy about it.