Hey y'all

[supernothing]

I am new here. I have been unsuccessful in CTB 2x and I am currently trying to figure out my next steps. I have a few tentative plans right now, but wanted to have some support from folks that understand.

 

[someonelse]

Welcome. I've personally found this website to be very comforting — a great community of people here who are supportive and kind. I can't talk openly with friends or family about my plans to ctb because I would get locked up again. So it's nice to be able to communicate with people here who are in the same boat. Regardless of what happens I hope you find peace.

 

[opeth98]

I can relate, catching the train is not as easy as people think it is. What were your first two attempts? Why did they fail?

 

[supernothing]

first time was an opiate overdose that was interrupted, and the second time was a wrist-slashing gone wrong

 

[opeth98]

first time was an opiate overdose that was interrupted, and the second time was a wrist-slashing gone wrong

Ah I can relate, those two aren't easy at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you went through failed attempts. I can imagine that must have been very awful. I know that it can be very difficult to leave this world, more than anything I wish it was easier to exit. I wish you the best in whatever happens.