nettspend
I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
- Jun 23, 2026
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Hello fellow misfits!
As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.
In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.
My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.
My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.
From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.
All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.
I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.
As you may know by now, there are several problems with achieving death by an overdose in isolation. First of all, if you resort to using only one specific drug, you will need to ingest incredible amounts of it in order to reliably CTB. This may apply even to strong opiates, like oxycodone. On top of this, you risk throwing it all back up if you rely on oral administration. Second of all, dying of an opiate overdose may take many hours, and in this timespan you risk being "rescued". This is especially problematic since you may end up with severe brain damage if you are resuscitated. Opiate overdoses are also easily reversible with naloxone.
In short, overdosing on opiates is not a reliable way to CTB. This is quite unfortunate, since an opiate overdose is very peaceful. I have myself overdosed on heroin, and you simply feel a warmth spread throughout your body as you inject, all mental and physical pain disappears, and you find yourself experiencing immense peace. Then, you just dose off. If this was a reliable way to die, it would be perfect.
My plan is then to achieve a perfect, peaceful, painless death by combining an IV heroin overdose with PSH. PSH is highly effective by itself, but it's incredibly stressful, quite painful and requires a lot of mental fortitude (at least in my experience). Combining PSH with an IV heroin overdose would solve this.
My idea is to tie an overhand loop knot to my door knob, pull the rope above the door, then tie a noose using an arbor knot. Of course I will make sure that this will support my body weight before fully commiting. There will be enough slack in the rope that i can just barely stand on my toes without pressure being applied to my neck. I will place the noose around my neck, and then inject a substantial amount of heroin. The exact dosage may differ based on my current tolerance and purity of the product. Seconds after the solution is injected I will feel an immense sense of peace, and shortly thereafter I will black out and collapse. As I collapse, the noose will tighten, my brain will be deprived of oxygen, and I will be completely braindead within 15 minutes or less. I would also imagine that the heroin would prevent my body from moving erratically, and thus reduce the risk of the anchor point failing etc.
From what I can tell, the only problems with this method are:
1) Getting heroin if you lack contacts. While this is not a problem for me, as a former junkie, I can imagine it might be difficult for some of you.
2) Intravenous injection without previous experience. This I must say is overstated; finding a vein and injecting is not as complex as it seems. Personally I was alone the first time I injected heroin, and it was without issue. If you lack experience it might be good to practice a bit before commiting, as it would suck to miss the vein after all this preparation.
All in all, this method seems to be quicker, more reliable, more peaceful and less violent than most other methods discussed on here. If you have any feedback or questions, please reply to the thread! If you don't want to talk about it publicly, I'm happy to receive PMs also.
I hope all of you are able to overcome your reasons for being here, one way or another.