help i need answers

[ihatepeanutbutter]

I need some answers
in my school, I was known by the name "tomdo" short for tomboy and weirdo, well not all people know me by that name.
well, I never had friends and I'm not close with my family members too, they describe me as the cool, shy, smart, tall, introvert, emo, and pretty girl which I did not like, honestly..my parents don't even know me that well, they don't even know what my fav color is. Well enough with the past, I'm here to tell you guys whether I should stop doing suicide or do it, well the only thing that is trying to stop me is God, well I live with holy people around me so yea I'm scared burning in hell, so pls tell me.

From the looks of it I have a habit of pinching myself if I'm mad and biting my lips if I'm bored

I started biting my lips in 2019 and I'm aware that this may lead to many problems such as infections and swelling
but I couldn't stop...whenever I stop I try to bite my finger or skin instead, and I don't think that's normal anymore.


well i bite my self everday.i cant feel motivated if i dont have the taste of blood on my tongue,i do that because if im mad at people i imagine me killing so if i have the taste of blood i calm down a bit

please help me i suffer from bullying no attention favoritism kidnapping trauma eating disorder and being manipulated please help me i dont know whats right or wrong anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. It sounds like you are in a lot of pain. Only you know whether suicide is the best thing for yourself, as it is your life and your decision after all. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Angi]

I need some answers

First of all, I am sorry to hear you are suffering! I would love to help you and since you ask for answers, I hope I am inferring the correct question. If not, feel free to correct me. I hear you ask whether you have other options than suicide.

I am sure you have other options than killing yourself. Many of us are here because we are in a bad position, and we are evidently not dead. I know next to nothing about your life or you as a person, so I cannot know what might work for you. Many ideas can be found here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/recovery-and-crisis-resources.20652/ You can find more ideas in the recovery section, usually tagged as "resource". Keep in mind, we are all random strangers on the internet and do not know a thing about you, but many of us have invested a great deal of thought into how to get out of dark holes. Personally, I saw a classmate overcome an eating disorder and a family who did not care. She thrives. Maybe you can.

I hear your pain and suffering. I hope you can find your way out of it. Be careful asking random strangers on the internet for directions on how to proceed with your life.

 

[ihatepeanutbutter]

First of all, I am sorry to hear you are suffering! I would love to help you and since you ask for answers, I hope I am inferring the correct question. If not, feel free to correct me. I hear you ask whether you have other options than suicide.

I am sure you have other options than killing yourself. Many of us are here because we are in a bad position, and we are evidently not dead. I know next to nothing about your life or you as a person, so I cannot know what might work for you. Many ideas can be found here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/recovery-and-crisis-resources.20652/ You can find more ideas in the recovery section, usually tagged as "resource". Keep in mind, we are all random strangers on the internet and do not know a thing about you, but many of us have invested a great deal of thought into how to get out of dark holes. Personally, I saw a classmate overcome an eating disorder and a family who did not care. She thrives. Maybe you can.

I hear your pain and suffering. I hope you can find your way out of it. Be careful asking random strangers on the internet for directions on how to proceed with your life.

thankyou,thankyou so much really..

 

[summers]

Regarding the thread you deleted whilst I was responding:

You're bleeding because stress is causing your blood pressure to spike. Try to relax and breathe. Don't eat or drink if you feel nauseated.

Best not to get into a physical altercation with your father now either. You're at too much of a disadvantage.

 

[ihatepeanutbutter]

Regarding the thread you deleted whilst I was responding:

You're bleeding because stress is causing your blood pressure to spike. Try to relax and breathe. Don't eat or drink if you feel nauseated.

Best not to get into a physical altercation with your father now either. You're at too much of a disadvantage.

thankyou thankyou thankyou thankyou