Hello My Suicidal Owls! Lets have a chat...

[Sleeper System]

The night time is the only part of the day where I feel at peace. While everyone else is busy sleeping, I remain awake (almost secretly) indulging in all my trivial worthless meaningless pass times.

Laying on my futon eating everything in sight and scrolling about the various social media platforms of which I am a member but don't actively participate in. Merly watching and judging from the comfort of anonymity. Anime shows playing in the background as I buy crap I don't really need or try to make a profit on some random thing I find cheaper than normal and can resell for more etc.

I have not had a major spell of depression in about 2 months so that's good. I fell back into the routine of my lame life and I'm okay for now. I just keep trying to save money and achieve my little selfish goals that mean nothing but will grant me some form of happiness or pleasure for awhile.

I need a girlfriend honestly. But what would I have to offer? Everything about me is negative and I would probably only ruin a chick's life. So I remain alone. I guess that is a good enough excuse right? Not the fact that I'm antisocial when it comes to girls or the fact that I am repulsive. lol a little self deprivation goes a long way. I'm not dumb. I know vagina can't solve my issues. But it sure might be nice.


This is the best time to rant. Everyone on this site is knocked out and no one really pays attention. My late night posts usually get buried and unseen like writing a note in a bottle and throwing it into a vast ocean lol

Anyway, just a little view of my current mental state. Blah. I'm okay I swear. I am finding a way to not ctb and I guess that is Progress. (shrugs)

 

[hungry_ghost]

Late-night frivolity, nice.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Everyone on this site is knocked out

Not me! At least, not yet.

Almost every time I read your posts, it's after I get back from work around 2 am and dig into my stash of weed. I'm glad that you feel okay enough to not want to CTB though. That's always a win.

 

[AloneInCollege]

I relate to this a frightening amount

 

[Anonymus]

I am a day owl, but for all intents and purposes only as an owl. But I was wrong about what I needed, I don't need anything but the air I breathe, a little food (no mice) and a little sleep to get enough sleep to keep me going.

Keep on keeping on, man!

//

Jo es que sóc un mussol diürn, però a tots els efectes sol com un mussol. Però em vaig equivocar amb el que necessitava, no necessito res, sinó és l'aire que respiro, una mica de menjar (res de ratolins) i una mica de son per dormir prou per seguir endavant.

Segueix endavant, nano!

Note: The translator has gone crazy !!!
nano=dwarf=man=? 'nano' it's an informal way of saying boy or dude or guy..
son=sueño=sleep?
dormir=sleep?
...
,,,
Se me'n refot!

 

[FuneralCry]

I have always preferred the night time to the day. I am pleased for you that you are able to find peace in it. I wish you the best with what you are doing.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Night is peaceful

 

[brood]

Love the night, just lie there and sort everything out. It all seems so simple, such a shame that morning comes.