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Thatdude

Life is temporary, death is permanent
Sep 26, 2019
484
I've been keeping more track of what I'm eating. I've noticed with some foods it screws with my emotions.

For example, I haven't been here in a long time. And while my anxiety has been shooting up because I've been thinking of the future again. I eat some pizza today and now I feel like crap, I am hot, uncomfortable, and while not fully suicidal this second. I am heavily leaning more towards it than a few hours ago.

Has anyone else noticed this?
 
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Darkmoon Queen

Darkmoon Queen

Specialist
Apr 1, 2020
396
Not as such but I have foods and quantities I absolutely will not eat. I imagine if I was forcefed cake I might go into some sort of crisis.
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
144
Eating low quality sugary food/soda always puts me in a bad mood, and eating good food with lots of vegetables and fruits puts me in a good one.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,408
Eating low quality sugary food/soda always puts me in a bad mood, and eating good food with lots of vegetables and fruits puts me in a good one.
It's the opposite for me. :shy:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,627
Eating in general just makes me feel worse. I hate eating. It is really hard work. Most foods just make me feel ill which makes me want to ctb more.
 
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FadedScarlet

FadedScarlet

Member
Jun 9, 2020
6
Eating in general just makes me feel worse. I hate eating. It is really hard work. Most foods just make me feel ill which makes me want to ctb more.
I can relate, eating has always been triggering. If im upset I cant eat, and if Im in an ok mood then eating will put me in a bad one, Its a crap shoot.
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
301
For me, it's more about calories. Anything over 500 just makes me feel physically run down and sends me into a spiral for some reason.