Story Have you ever had of a situation ..you laughing then suddenly you are sad..the comedy can't hide it anymore

[Cheza_mus]

Really life has fucked me alot..I am miserable

 

[Jumping_realms]

Yeah, I have felt like I had to fake pretty intense laughter when around friend/family before. It was the worst.

I've since learned how to say "I'm not feeling good" or something now, but I mostly never allow myself to be in those instances any longer. Anhedonia is such a bitch.

 

[Chiisai]

Heeey. Yes. I feel you. I dont have any emotion most of the time but when I do it feels shallow like I get the giggles sometimes but its like I dont feel my laugh anymore. It doesnt penetrate the soul, its more like simply a reaction to a moment.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I feel empty most of the time but occasionally I laugh at something amusing. As soon as the moment ends, it is very depressing. It is rare for me to experience any kind of positive emotion.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Heeey. Yes. I feel you. I dont have any emotion most of the time but when I do it feels shallow like I get the giggles sometimes but its like I dont feel my laugh anymore. It doesnt penetrate the soul, its more like simply a reaction to a moment.

Yes i feel the same way. It is that type of laughter that accompanies the sobering awareness and dread towards our miserable realities that never truly leaves us.

 

[Werewolf.]

Yeah, I have felt like I had to fake pretty intense laughter when around friend/family before. It was the worst.

I've since learned how to say "I'm not feeling good" or something now, but I mostly never allow myself to be in those instances any longer. Anhedonia is such a bitch.

I do this everyday. But it comes so easily, I know I'm very unhappy yet I can still easily smile and laugh. I don't know why. I wish I could stop it. If I don't laugh or smile then people will immediately ask if something is wrong. Yes, something is very wrong but I don't want to talk about it. So I just say no with a smile and we all just carry on. I hate it.

 

[UselessBeing]

Yes on many different occasions. I'm also the type who has dark humor and make horrible jokes (about my death, rape, other abuse ect. ) about what ever situation we are talking about. It's how I process things and hide my emotions.

I made a joke recently about a tragedy that happened in my life and laughed and all of a sudden it wasnt laughter just the worst sobbing I've ever heard out of myself.