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Fera18

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Feb 10, 2021
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Well, a few weeks ago I found out that a boy I was dating was in a relationship for 5 years, all right with that, the problem is that the last 3 years the boy who left with me felt so stupidly used, the worst thing is that he I started flirting with my friend, all of that hurt. Well, on Sunday I started a relationship with a boy but there was another who liked him and he told him that he was already with someone to which he told me that I never did anything for him and many more things hurt if he wanted to cry all day but no I could because well my parents, but this last boy manipulated me many times to tell him things that I never told anyone. And with the boy that I am with, I don't know how the only thing that interests him is sex. The truth is that I feel manipulated, used, like a fool I would like to end all this, it hurts a lot to continue. Because people do that, they use you and throw you away, or manipulate you to make you look bad. I hate all this having met them and all this I hate.
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
Yes, I've been there and sometimes wonder if I would go back. I got very little out of the relationship but damned if I didn't fall in love. I do have a tendency to get with those that aren't free (it hasn't been tons of them), which tells me I'm not really interested in a relationship OR I know I can change them (Ha!Ha!) Try to look at them as learning experiences. If you like having someone around, keep looking, but maybe look somewhere else? Best of luck!
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
Yes, my mother.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
Yes by an ex. My mind has completely suppressed memories from that chapter of my live and I can never visit it again except some glimpses here and there. Life is funny how it served me the one and only person who had the appetite and will to torment me for as long as we been together. I am surprised that I didnt ctb in the aftermath since. I am the unluckiest and the most miserable piece of shit I have known. I wish it hasnt happened to me.
 

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