Have you ever felt like your life is a lie that your feeling were never there that your sadnnes was just your imagination playing tricks

[splashofvanilla]

I have lived all my life with a profesional manipulator.

Everytime i beging to feel fine i just feel like everything was a lie that my mother was right that this is just a big lie to seek attention.

That my life has just being an act.

 

[Life_and_Death]

not because of manipulation (at least i dont think so) and not exactly like that.
i feel like im faking everything. but i swear im not. if i was id just stop, why do something thats upsetting me. even with physical things. like i had this really bad scrape on my hand that my husband said most would have gone to the hospital for. and i was crying, but i felt like i shouldnt have been. i felt like i was/should have been fine.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

My life has been a lie that I was telling myself about the nature of reality. I've always painted a rosy picture of things to reduce anxiety and missed the unforgiving truth of things. Now, with bullshit stripped away, I realize I'm doomed.

 

[Klophy]

In a different way than you. I often escape into daydreams, it got to the point where they felt more real than 'real life'.

It's incredibly damaging and i hope you're able to find a way to deal with it.