Have you ever experienced true love?

[katofumiko45]

Well im most likely gonna die without having experienced this prolonged state of elation known as "love", how about you?

 

[Kobusu]

I don't think I would let myself die without experiencing love, especially having experienced it. I think you should find someone, or even something, to really and truly love with all of yourself, completely selflessly and selfishly.

 

[itsgone2]

Yes, and I lost it. So many mistakes in life. I hope you find someone.

 

[alliecake]

No, I've never even kissed someone. This is one of my main reasons for CTB!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Yes....
Sometimes it was one sided which sucked. I don't try anymore

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Never romantic love. But my late best friend was the other half of my soul. The 20th will be 13 years since he died.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

No. There was one I said I loved, but not really. That relationship was hellish. Probably closer to it with the regular booty call later on.

 

[Archness]

No. Closest thing I think was around middle school until I outright ran away to not confront just a small amount of this depression and darkness I'm always in now. Sometimes I wonder if things would've ended up differently if I wasn't such a coward but tbh it would've definitely crashed and burned since it was mostly built off of emotional desperation and naivete.

Sadly, it's never gonna get any better then that because I'm outright defective and unwanted for real love.

 

[divinemistress36]

I dont believe in it

 

[Pluto]

 

[claracatchingthebus]

i felt like i was in love for a week or two, but the other person ended up not feeling the same way, then dated many other people in the months after, so clearly the strong feelings were one-sided

so... no

 

[Black_Knight]

I loved someone pretty intensely and he loved me too but truth is the last word I'd use to describe it

 

[LigottiIsRight]

I'm not sure what OP means by 'true love', but I answered No, because all I've ever had are a handful of one-sided crushes. A few people have liked me, but it hasn't been mutual, and I've never been in a relationship. In any case, I lost all interest in romantic relationships more than ten years ago.
I have no interest in love, so when I have a crush, I don't pay much attention to it (I recognize that it's only a fixation of attention that I can't control, and with time it will pass).

 

[getoutgirl]

Nope. Just love I had to make a clean break from before causing them true pain.

 

[darksouls]

no, my ex-boyfriends treated me like trash

 

[wilderwein]

Yes. I believe that real love can be once. But I really started to appreciate it when everything started to fall apart because of me. Now I know that when you truly love , life without this person is so painful, worse than hell, that takes away your strength and desire to exist.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I've felt love towards friends and family but, I assume you mean romantic love here.

But, not reciprocated- no. I think what I experienced was limerence too. I'm not sure how that compares to love. I thought it was love at the time because it was so intense.

 

[WPack]

No and unfortunately i don't think i ever will..

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I would never want anything they say is so good, needed, important , meaningful especially not the "love" or romantic relationship.

when i think about it logically , even if i didn't have all these horrible problems beyond imagination i stil wouldn't want anything.

why do i have to find love, or get into a romantic relationship or get a gf? i don't . there is no objective reason to do that or anything.

the mind is everything what you think you become

I don't need nor want any kind of relationship with any human

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Yes. I believe that real love can be once. But I really started to appreciate it when everything started to fall apart because of me. Now I know that when you truly love , life without this person is so painful, worse than hell, that takes away your strength and desire to exist.

Exactly this. It can kill you too, when it goes wrong.

 

[broken serenity]

I feel like it's different with everyone in regards to how much of it feels transactional vs real? I honestly am not sure after all these years. Feels more like a delusional state of mind than when I'm single. Plus so much more emotionally safe here in me-world. I wish I was the type of person who could be happy in love forever. A special other half sounds cute in a toxic way.

 

[closetoyou]

nope!

 

[SunnySideSummer]

I don't think I would let myself die without experiencing love, especially having experienced it. I think you should find someone, or even something, to really and truly love with all of yourself, completely selflessly and selfishly.

I think the same

I never knew love and its one of the reason i think I should end my life but i want to try just once even if i already wasted my adolescence and youth

 

[MissAbyss]

In context with a romantic partner? No.

 

[elenaboo25]

I have had true love twice, right now I am on the end of the 2nd time, and both times have left me even more broken than before. The first time was about a year ago. He broke up with me after about 2 months. Now with the 2nd one I am about 2 months in as well, but it can't go on, as he is emotionally abusive. I have been feeling like I want to die all weekend because of him. I cannot break up with him but I also cannot continue the relationship. I feel I need to end my life now much sooner than planned because I can't live without him anymore but I also can't in good conscience continue that relationship and potentially move in with him some day if he is already behaving like this now that we live quite far apart.

 

[kissmegoodbye]

i currently am with the love of my life.. i really was lucky because when we first met i was planning to ctb about a week after and i changed my mind because of him. unfortunately though even though he's so good to me and really makes me happy, my life really is good, my issues didnt just disappear.. i still have suicidal thoughts, ive self harmed and still have emotional breakdowns and all that stuff,, it makes me feel guilty, he does everything he can for me and im still like this... it makes me scared im going to lose him one day. im pretty self aware and notice how i actively look out for reasons for him to hate me/leave me and i make him upset sometimes with how much i worry : ( i know he gets upset out of love because he doesn't want me to be sad,, but its understandable too to get upset having to repeat the same affirmations that hes not gonna leave me over and over to me T.T

 

[tempest_]

nope and i know i never will because i'm ugly. it's one of the main reasons why i wanna ctb.

 

[Cosmophobic]

 

[unluckysadness]

I don't know what love is. Unknown thing. 43yo, still virgin, no real friends. And mental + physical illnesses (disability). Not surprising I'm here...

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Cute cat My cat does it too with her head. My previous cat (deceased now) was tricolor too

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

No such thing. It's better to just accept what is plainly obvious. It doesn't exist.