Venting Gonna CTB tonight folks. See y'all on the other side.

[lilacsan]

Hey folks.


Tonight I am gonna CTB. No matter what. I have SN ready.


I have butterflies in my stomach. Excited that it's finally over. A Lil scared. But I simply cannot continue living anymore. Everything is painful. And nobody can accuse me of not trying. I've been on every dang medication possible. Visited a million psychs. I am done.

I cannot tell y'all how painful it is to simply get the will to get myself out of bed. The amount of tears, and energy it takes. I do not wish to live in this pain anymore.


I have experienced success, i have experienced happiness. None of it was worth the pain that I go through everyday. Nothing will ever be enough to erase the pain that I am in rn other than death.

Thank you SaSu. Thank you everyone here. I love y'all. Even if you don't know me.

If I don't log back in and say otherwise, please assume I have achieved freedom from this pain.

Thank you.

Lilac.

 

[death over slavery]

Wishing peace for you ✌<3

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm sorry life brought you at this point. I hope you'll finally find peace on the other side

 

[Alexandra_]

Good luck to you; may you find freedom from suffering

 

[ZwartHartje]

I hope everything goes well for you and you'll find freedom in the Great Beyond!

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend

 

[Aflame5926]

have a safe journey, i hope you get your soul get the rests it needs

 

[silenteternity4]

Hey folks.


Tonight I am gonna CTB. No matter what. I have SN ready.


I have butterflies in my stomach. Excited that it's finally over. A Lil scared. But I simply cannot continue living anymore. Everything is painful. And nobody can accuse me of not trying. I've been on every dang medication possible. Visited a million psychs. I am done.

I cannot tell y'all how painful it is to simply get the will to get myself out of bed. The amount of tears, and energy it takes. I do not wish to live in this pain anymore.


I have experienced success, i have experienced happiness. None of it was worth the pain that I go through everyday. Nothing will ever be enough to erase the pain that I am in rn other than death.

Thank you SaSu. Thank you everyone here. I love y'all. Even if you don't know me.

If I don't log back in and say otherwise, please assume I have achieved freedom from this pain.

Thank you.

Lilac.

Wishing you peace