Venting Gonna CTB tonight folks. See y'all on the other side.

[lilacsan]

Hey folks.


Tonight I am gonna CTB. No matter what. I have SN ready.


I have butterflies in my stomach. Excited that it's finally over. A Lil scared. But I simply cannot continue living anymore. Everything is painful. And nobody can accuse me of not trying. I've been on every dang medication possible. Visited a million psychs. I am done.

I cannot tell y'all how painful it is to simply get the will to get myself out of bed. The amount of tears, and energy it takes. I do not wish to live in this pain anymore.


I have experienced success, i have experienced happiness. None of it was worth the pain that I go through everyday. Nothing will ever be enough to erase the pain that I am in rn other than death.

Thank you SaSu. Thank you everyone here. I love y'all. Even if you don't know me.

If I don't log back in and say otherwise, please assume I have achieved freedom from this pain.

Thank you.

Lilac.

 

[death over slavery]

Wishing peace for you ✌<3

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm sorry life brought you at this point. I hope you'll finally find peace on the other side

 

[Alexandra_]

Good luck to you; may you find freedom from suffering

 

[ZwartHartje]

I hope everything goes well for you and you'll find freedom in the Great Beyond!

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend

 

[Aflame5926]

have a safe journey, i hope you get your soul get the rests it needs

 

[silenteternity4]

Hey folks.


Tonight I am gonna CTB. No matter what. I have SN ready.


I have butterflies in my stomach. Excited that it's finally over. A Lil scared. But I simply cannot continue living anymore. Everything is painful. And nobody can accuse me of not trying. I've been on every dang medication possible. Visited a million psychs. I am done.

I cannot tell y'all how painful it is to simply get the will to get myself out of bed. The amount of tears, and energy it takes. I do not wish to live in this pain anymore.


I have experienced success, i have experienced happiness. None of it was worth the pain that I go through everyday. Nothing will ever be enough to erase the pain that I am in rn other than death.

Thank you SaSu. Thank you everyone here. I love y'all. Even if you don't know me.

If I don't log back in and say otherwise, please assume I have achieved freedom from this pain.

Thank you.

Lilac.

Wishing you peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[DeadMeat123]

I wish you the best, even though I don't know you, and I hope you find absolute peace in whatever way works for you. As for me I will go through with it within the next 24 hours I'm just waiting for the right moment where no one will step in to save me and then I'll go ahead with it. It's a strange feeling to know there is someone else out there planning to do the exact same thing at the same time

Hey folks.


Tonight I am gonna CTB. No matter what. I have SN ready.


I have butterflies in my stomach. Excited that it's finally over. A Lil scared. But I simply cannot continue living anymore. Everything is painful. And nobody can accuse me of not trying. I've been on every dang medication possible. Visited a million psychs. I am done.

I cannot tell y'all how painful it is to simply get the will to get myself out of bed. The amount of tears, and energy it takes. I do not wish to live in this pain anymore.


I have experienced success, i have experienced happiness. None of it was worth the pain that I go through everyday. Nothing will ever be enough to erase the pain that I am in rn other than death.

Thank you SaSu. Thank you everyone here. I love y'all. Even if you don't know me.

If I don't log back in and say otherwise, please assume I have achieved freedom from this pain.

Thank you.

Lilac.

 

[lilacsan]

I wish you the best, even though I don't know you, and I hope you find absolute peace in whatever way works for you. As for me I will go through with it within the next 24 hours I'm just waiting for the right moment where no one will step in to save me and then I'll go ahead with it. It's a strange feeling to know there is someone else out there planning to do the exact same thing at the same time

Hey. Take care. All the best.


Have the solution in hand rn. Just waiting for my phone to get reset.

I love you. You might be the last person I actually interact with.

I love all of you.

 

[Mp4]

Hey. Take care. All the best.


Have the solution in hand rn. Just waiting for my phone to get reset.

I love you. You might be the last person I actually interact with.

I love all of you.

Love for you too