ladolcemorte
Experienced
- May 5, 2019
- 286
I am pleasantly surprised...I was planning on jumping off a bridge to CTB because I didn't have access to anything else. I also thought it was somewhat romantic and the bridge is in the city where I made my first irreparable fuck up, so I kind of liked the symbolism of it.
I was toying with the idea of the amitryptaline cocktail, but I didn't think I had enough. Turns out there were more pills than I thought, and I do, in fact, have enough. I feel elated. Not sure I will use this method, but I am just thrilled to have another option. There are pros and cons to each method, which I won't go into because I'm not seeking help in deciding, I just want to share the first positive thing that has happened in ages and there is nowhere else I can share it. (Hope that is ok).
I was toying with the idea of the amitryptaline cocktail, but I didn't think I had enough. Turns out there were more pills than I thought, and I do, in fact, have enough. I feel elated. Not sure I will use this method, but I am just thrilled to have another option. There are pros and cons to each method, which I won't go into because I'm not seeking help in deciding, I just want to share the first positive thing that has happened in ages and there is nowhere else I can share it. (Hope that is ok).
