Hate myself so

[ineedrope]

Just went out to eat with family and got embarrassed. My aunt was trying to get this girl my cousins friend at the table to like me. I can see how uncomfortable and made the girl. I wouldn't wish myself upon anyone. Why the hell would she want someone ugly like me.

Why was I born. Seriously. My life has been a cycle of pain and suffering. I grew up Muslim and became detached from it and stopped believing in god because of how bad my adolescence was.

I hate how I'm ugly, how I'm shy, how I have low self esteem, low confidence, etc. just a human being who has lived out much longer than he should have.

I hate myself more than words can describe. I honestly cannot take another year in this body.

 

[come to dust]

I know ho

Just went out to eat with family and got embarrassed. My aunt was trying to get this girl my cousins friend at the table to like me. I can see how uncomfortable and made the girl. I wouldn't wish myself upon anyone. Why the hell would she want someone ugly like me.

Why was I born. Seriously. My life has been a cycle of pain and suffering. I grew up Muslim and became detached from it and stopped believing in god because of how bad my adolescence was.

I hate how I'm ugly, how I'm shy, how I have low self esteem, low confidence, etc. just a human being who has lived out much longer than he should have.

I hate myself more than words can describe. I honestly cannot take another year in this body.

I know how you feel. I'm an ugly 27 year old who has never dated anyone, despite trying my best.

 

[artificial_ineptness]

I absolutely despise myself, so I get ya. Luckily for me my aunt and everyone else in my family just mock me for being a complete virgin loser, which I genuinely / unironically prefer to the awkwardness and embarrassment you had to deal with.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that this life can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. Living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us. I also feel like I have been alive for too long, there is nothing for me here and I do not see any point to this life. I wish you the best.