ABadPerson
something’s off | internet black goop
- Oct 24, 2025
- 102
Greetings, Sasu. 
I have been taking up meditation very seriously recently and curious on how it is for users who have been doing it for years? I'm very curious!
Personally, I wouldn't exactly say it has 'improved' my mental health in the sense of how much I dislike life itself, but it has certainly given me mental clarity and much more time awareness, if that makes sense?
I register much more of the world around me, from the food I taste to how I see. In a literal sense, everything seems more 'vibrant', though visually it peaks right after meditation and dims to a more stable state. My mind doesn't drift into despair as often, and I feel more comfortable within my own skin; even as I wallow in sorrow, my thoughts doesn't just scatter around as much, but rather I feel more 'tapped into' my own thoughts.
It does leave me with slight migraines though. I wouldn't be surprised if some of what I experienced is placebo as I am still very new and it isn't helping my views on life, but it helps with keeping up with my obligations and not rot away in self-pity.
I have been taking up meditation very seriously recently and curious on how it is for users who have been doing it for years? I'm very curious!
Personally, I wouldn't exactly say it has 'improved' my mental health in the sense of how much I dislike life itself, but it has certainly given me mental clarity and much more time awareness, if that makes sense?
I register much more of the world around me, from the food I taste to how I see. In a literal sense, everything seems more 'vibrant', though visually it peaks right after meditation and dims to a more stable state. My mind doesn't drift into despair as often, and I feel more comfortable within my own skin; even as I wallow in sorrow, my thoughts doesn't just scatter around as much, but rather I feel more 'tapped into' my own thoughts.
It does leave me with slight migraines though. I wouldn't be surprised if some of what I experienced is placebo as I am still very new and it isn't helping my views on life, but it helps with keeping up with my obligations and not rot away in self-pity.