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if you remember nothing from your life there are two causes i can think of: either something is organically wrong with your brain, which you could rule out by getting scans done, or some kind of extensive trauma has pushed your brain into compartmentalizing itself in a way that blocks out all your memories. can you recall if your family was at all strange, or is everything just missing?
i talk to them and its like ive never met them before. and i can feel something in my head slipping away im not sure- it feels like something is letting go in my brain
i understand this feeling in some ways. this may sound weird, but have you tried asking yourself things internally, or searching for other pieces of yourself that you might have lost? if you lose parts of your mind or self, sometimes you can get them back by reaching out and trying to talk to them. it can help you be more grounded or recover memories.
i think OP should see a doctor to check brain function. if nothing is abnormal there, it's almost definitely a psychological issue. look into dissociative identity disorder if nothing comes up on scans, but absolutely see a doctor before anything else. as soon as possible.
do you have health insurance? if you don't have a doctor you see, call your insurance to look for a healthcare provider close to you that's covered. (assuming you're in the US) i think a primary care physician can refer you to where you need to go.
Are you in the US and do you have health insurance? If so, call them and tell them. Let us know how it goes after. I'm PM-ing you
I'm hoping that's what op's talking about. My depression killed my memory too. When I have episodes of psychosis I get like that- completely forgetting friends, family, rules (like of the road) and situations I should be very aware of. It can become very dangerous.
Im not sure, like parents i dont even remember seeing before
I hope you're okay. I get it can be scary. If you need anything PM me, I sent you one already
its okI hope you're okay. I get it can be scary. If you need anything PM me, I sent you one already
i always ask myself stuff internally but i think that's the problem.
