Happy birthday to me...

[Diesel_Punk]

Looks like another year has passed and I'm reminded once more that I should have ctb years ago bit alas here I am so I'll probably just spend the day getting drunk and maybe if I'm in the right mindset I'll go for a walk and lay my head across some train tracks.

I just don't give a fuck anymore

So cheers...

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Cheers! And for whatever it's worth, Happy Fucking Birthday!

 

[Diesel_Punk]

Cheers! And for whatever it's worth, Happy Fucking Birthday!

Thanks bro...

 

[Talvikki]

 

[downndone2]

Happy birthday!

 

[Weebster]

Great song especially here

 

[sadpinky]

I'm with you, I don't think I'll see my birthday this month

 

[Message In A Bottle]

I hate my birthday...not sure if your the same way but hey it's an excuse to eat cake sooo happy cake day!

 

[Diesel_Punk]

I'm with you, I don't think I'll see my birthday this month

Yeah, I thought the same but here I am, just sad and angry ngl... it was meant to be over months ago but SI keeps messing with me.

 

[sunsetting]

I wish you well but won't wish a happy birthday as I dread mine and so see it as something rather negative. Hope you can gather the courage needed to overcome your SI.

 

[Diesel_Punk]

I wish you well but won't wish a happy birthday as I dread mine and so see it as something rather negative. Hope you can gather the courage needed to overcome your SI.

Thank you for the kind words. I guess all I need now is the right impulse to overcome my SI for just enough to actually go through with it.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I didn't say it in my first post, but I hate birthdays, too, and I don't celebrate them anymore. Just another fucking day, same as all the others.

 

[Deathinminutes]

Looks like another year has passed and I'm reminded once more that I should have ctb years ago bit alas here I am so I'll probably just spend the day getting drunk and maybe if I'm in the right mindset I'll go for a walk and lay my head across some train tracks.

I just don't give a fuck anymore

So cheers...

Bro! Happy birthday
Hey we never spoke @Diesel_Punk but just a reminder.. drink up! Also I bet you're unique more than you realize, smarter than you realize I also bet you've done some cool shit for others along the way. We're all only here for a blink of an eye no matter how we pass. But it is a special day for you. And you are a special person too. SI or not, wanting to ctb doesn't change those things. Hope you get to enjoy it for a small time. I wish you strength brother.

 

[Weebster]

I haven't acknowledged my birthday in years so technically I'm 27

 

[quix77]

Happy birthday to you sir!

I just realized that I have never had a birthday party or had a birthday cake.

Oh well - c'est la vie!

 

[Graytaichi]

Happy birthday anniversary

 

[Ashu]

One step closer to death, friend, like every day. See it that way, and rock on.

 

[Diesel_Punk]

Sorry for not responding to the last few posts. I passed out...

 

[Cathy Ames]

Birthday commiserations to you. [Good grief do I ever hate my birthday, so I empathize.]

 

[deletednumber]

Happy Birthday to you!!!:D :) :) :)
It's very hard ... I understand,for me too my birthday is the saddest day of the whole year and the day when i'm most suicidal ever.
I hope you will eat something you like today
cheers to you
I send you a big hug,you are not alone

 

[.............]

Happy birthday! I know things don't look great (we are on a suicide forum after all lol), but I hope the day has been kinder than you compared to usual! A flower for you!

 

[Circles]

Hope you had a tolerable b-day.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not like birthdays personally, as it is the day where all my suffering started. The train does sound like a horrible way to ctb, I know that I could never ctb that way but I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. The SI can be very frustrating as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. I wish you the best in whatever happens.