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lilurki

lilurki

Member
Mar 18, 2025
76
Hey guys!

Some of you have probably seen me around since March. My only hopes for fixing my life has disappeared, and I'm ready to stop burdening those around me. Does anyone have any tips? I plan on drinking and taking some pills to take the edge off and plan on doing full suspension. Any other recommendations?
 
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glitterycheese

glitterycheese

something less than to most
Mar 2, 2025
61
extension cord is not going to work mind you
unless it's one of those ones that doesn't have the power strip on it
 
lilurki

lilurki

Member
Mar 18, 2025
76
extension cord is not going to work mind you
unless it's one of those ones that doesn't have the power strip on it
Oh it's one of those outdoor ones I've heard of them being used before. I mean painful and not as recommended by the forums but.. yknow…
 
evanescent_eva

evanescent_eva

valkyrie
May 11, 2025
106
You didn't include many details, so I'm not sure what you'd need tips about. With that said, this remains the best thread I've seen on full suspension hanging - if you haven't already done all your research on FSH, that's where I'd start.

I'm sorry your hopes for a better life have disappeared, and I hope you find the peace you're looking for *hugs*
 
suicidal jirai

suicidal jirai

Hanged angel
May 23, 2025
29
Hey guys!

Some of you have probably seen me around since March. My only hopes for fixing my life has disappeared, and I'm ready to stop burdening those around me. Does anyone have any tips? I plan on drinking and taking some pills to take the edge off and plan on doing full suspension. Any other recommendations?
I'm so sorry that your hopes of fixing your life have faded away and disappeared, I hope you find peace one way or another, hopefully in a better way, but who am I to speak, I wish you the best, and I'd give you a hug if I could. ❤️
 
iloveyouihateyou

iloveyouihateyou

probably die before it hurts
Oct 23, 2024
118
hey lilurki we talked about our grievances last night in chat and i don't have tips for hanging but yeah i would assume alcohol would definitely help relax yourself before you go. i'm sorry that life took a turn for the worst and i really wish things could've worked out for you. we never talked until last night but it was a pleasure to hear your perspective on things and i hope you can leave peacefully this time i know you've tried and it didn't work in the past but i hope this time you can get the release you've been longing for. life is so cruel and you deserve the rest you've been wanting
 
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