Hanging is out I haven't got anything to rope with. SN back on the table.

[AngelLust]

After some searching I figured out what MiC was, or at least I think so. The sellers there all sell product by the ton it seems. I guess I'll have to negotiate 1 on 1 to acquire it in a smaller quantity. The big problem with acquiring SN is that I haven't got any money. I also can't drive nor do I have a car and I live in the middle of nowhere. I also live with my parents because I'm disabled. Such is life within the zone. I feel like I can bullshit the SN better than a fucking rope so that's my new method. Why oh why does it have to be so difficult to kill myself.