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J_M

Sub IQ Autist
Jul 14, 2025
5
Would really appreciate some help on my suicide planning. I did extensive Research though just want to confirm the following and discuss things i need to keep into consideration before i can proceed to the final conclusion.

This things i need help aka "confirm"
  • Ideal locations to prevent intervention
  • Types of ropes and my weight (i am 60kg) 5,9
  • Timing and any pre preparation (suicide note ;albeit in a constructive way and any additional information that could be helpful)
  • In the event of a failed attempt how to consolidate or possible scenarios and risks (the method of hanging)
  • Any Additional Information would be awesome!

    Thank you for your kindness and help. I am happy to provide additional info if needed
 
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adamantc

Member
Mar 29, 2026
55
Would really appreciate some help on my suicide planning. I did extensive Research though just want to confirm the following and discuss things i need to keep into consideration before i can proceed to the final conclusion.

This things i need help aka "confirm"
  • Ideal locations to prevent intervention
  • Types of ropes and my weight (i am 60kg) 5,9
  • Timing and any pre preparation (suicide note ;albeit in a constructive way and any additional information that could be helpful)
  • In the event of a failed attempt how to consolidate or possible scenarios and risks (the method of hanging)
  • Any Additional Information would be awesome!

    Thank you for your kindness and help. I am happy to provide additional info if needed
- Ideally somewhere private. If you live alone, home is probably the best. Otherwise, perhaps the forest or a hotel room.
- Any supple, relatively thick and smooth rope can do. Some do it with boat mooring ropes, others with thick electrical cables. Whatever you have that can support 150kg.
- Whenever you want.
- If you fail and are discovered, it'll be years before you'll be allowed near a rope again. If you get permanent brain damage, you might never be able to attempt again. If you just slip or otherwise, you can reattempt whenever you want.
 
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TheHangman

Member
May 16, 2026
26
The main thing is to have a place where you can be alone for at least 20-30 minutes. I think adamantc provided some excellent suggestions. One that I would add is to use a simple slipknot, not a traditional hangman's knot which is not designed for short/no drop. You might want to rub the rope with soap or something to make sure the knot slides smoothly.

Happy to talk if you have other questions. I hope to ctb soon using the same method.
 
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