Hanging and Rambling a little

[kingkong57]

Hanging.................................... Can someone advice me on suitable ropes/cables for partial hanging please?
I would also be grateful for any advice on the topic of suicide letters, I have no close family. Friends I have mostly pushed away to reduce the pain of my loss for them. If I ctb at home realistically it could be weeks before anyone would notice my absence. Sending my goodbyes/explanations via post would shorten the time taken for body discovery but I now struggle to care for the feelings of the few left in my life once I catch my bus. Maybe that's not entirely true. I'm really desperate to get out of here, I don't have the energy to say my goodbyes, vanishing is good enough to me. What difference would a suicide letter do for someone?
How can any non-suicidal person understand the reasoning of a suicidal person?

 

[FuneralCry]

I think a suicide note would help provide closure for people and mean they are not left with unanswered questions. In the case of my note, I will explain why I have chosen to do this. I think it is difficult to make non suicidal people understand the reasoning, as they are not suicidal themselves, but I aim to make it clear there is nothing they could have done. I do only plan to write notes to those that I am close to though.
I do not know much about suitable ropes, I'm sorry. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[kingkong57]

I think a suicide note would help provide closure for people and mean they are not left with unanswered questions. In the case of my note, I will explain why I have chosen to do this. I think it is difficult to make non suicidal people understand the reasoning, as they are not suicidal themselves, but I aim to make it clear there is nothing they could have done. I do only plan to write notes to those that I am close to though.
I do not know much about suitable ropes, I'm sorry. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Thank you for your advice and kind words. I hope you also find peace.