Guys, I just want to Exit Death

[SadCryingBunny]

I just want to fucking Exit this society, I'm 28 soon. I've got another 30 or 40, maybe 50 years on this planet before I'm diagnosed with a terminal disease that will kill me slowly over many months or put in a nursing home. I just want to go now. Sigh. My method is Nitrogen gas, however I'm struggling to pass out and will be using sleeping pills to assist. Can somebody please link me to users who've successfully passed using this method. More data would be appreciated. Maybe online videos recorded of live videos of the process or photos of the aftermath. I want to see what the dying process is really like so I'm used to it. I'm nervous and afraid. I will be dying out in the ocean or on an Island or hidden wedged between rocks at a very very far away remote island/beach. I will be using a Jet Ski to reach the island/rocks or lying on a large inflatable dingy attached/towed by the jet ski if I decide to disappear in the ocean instead of the rocks. I will drive 30km + off shore, water swells can reach several meters high, so I will 100% be flipped over after I'm deceased. There are timed clips that can unlock after a certain amount of time to disconnect the Jet Ski from the inflatable raft to increase the likelihood of being ejected overboard during high waves or disappearance if I ain't flipped. If I choose the rocks/island, I will likely be found after a few weeks following the water police search and be autopsied which I don't mind after such a long time. My organs won't be harvested as I would've been dead for a long time and I am not afraid of an autopsy on a not so fresh corpse as I feel my soul if there is one, would've been separated from my body for a long time therefor my body would just be foreign to it.

 

[gasforme]

For the nitrogen method you really need a stable chair so nothing gets knocked over. Doing an exit bag in the middle of a bunch of waves is not really the protocol.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

For the nitrogen method you really need a stable chair so nothing gets knocked over. Doing an exit bag in the middle of a bunch of waves is not really the protocol.

He also said it would be at night, so I'm also picturing a lot of wind, not sure how well an exit bag would hold up against heavy winds.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

That got weird in the middle. I would skip all the jetski stuff.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

That got weird in the middle. I would skip all the jetski stuff.

I don't want to be found and autopsied

For the nitrogen method you really need a stable chair so nothing gets knocked over. Doing an exit bag in the middle of a bunch of waves is not really the protocol.

I will tie the scuba tank to the dingy, I'm sure nothing will get knocked over during the 20 minute dying process. I'll do it on a day during very low swells.

 

[BullsDon'tFly]

I don't want to be found and autopsied

Renting a jestski/inflatable boat and loading a nitrogen cylinder doesn't seem the most stealth move if you don't want to look suspicious and be found though...

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Renting a jestski/inflatable boat and loading a nitrogen cylinder doesn't seem the most stealth move if you don't want to look suspicious and be found though...

How does that look suspicious? I'm loading a scuba tank that has nitrogen? Everyone here uses jet skis to scuba dive. If you wish to be cut open, do so. But I ain't allowing it to happen. This is the only 10000% guaranteed method to disappear. Your body is going to be buried 2m under the ground squashed by soil. I rather die and be buried in open water. Feels much more free. I plan on buying my own jet ski as if I live, I'll use it for my diving hobby.

 

[gasforme]

Feels much more free. I plan on buying my own jet ski as if I live, I'll use it for my diving hobby.

This sounds like a fun idea maybe you can find a reason to live

 

[SadCryingBunny]

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This sounds like a fun idea maybe you can find a reason to live

This sounds like a fun idea maybe you can find a reason to live

A painful slow death is coming at age 60 - 80 and I don't want to be in a nursing home. I witnessed my uncle die from stage 4 pancreatic cancer very slowly and he was in so much pain. He was bleeding and screaming when he was going to the toilet. I DONT WANT TO GO THROUGH THAT. So I'm inevitably going to have to resort to this method, either now or later. I was just at my doctor and he prescribed me Zolpidem sleeping pill. Very strong. So I'll overdose on it 30 minutes before I decide to ctb.

 

[BullsDon'tFly]

If you wish to be cut open, do so.

I don't really care since I will no longer be conscious, on the contrary I plan to give my organs to public hospitals for transplants so other people can use my cells to enjoy life a little more, since I don't wish to live but they do.

How does that look suspicious? I'm loading a scuba tank that has nitrogen? Everyone here uses jet skis to scuba dive.

Yes I'm not saying it's a common way to CTB, I'm saying that if you do disappear, you'll be reported missing. Then they'll search for you and you'd have left traces of where you've been renting all the equipment, so there'll be a chance they track you and find you. Feel free to do how you wish though, I just wanted to point out that if you don't want to be found, it's better to not be seen/recorded by anyone.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

I don't really care since I will no longer be conscious, on the contrary I plan to give my organs to public hospitals for transplants so other people can use my cells to enjoy life a little more, since I don't wish to live but they do.

Yes I'm not saying it's a common way to CTB, I'm saying that if you do disappear, you'll be reported missing. Then they'll search for you and you'd have left traces of where you've been renting all the equipment, so there'll be a chance they track you and find you. Feel free to do how you wish though, I just wanted to point out that if you don't want to be found, it's better to not be seen/recorded by anyone.

lol, impossible to track me. How are they going to find me in the ocean and track me. They have no idea where I am, whether north east west south etc. I'll be 300km from where I parked my car as I'm brining extra fuel for the jet ski at the boat harbour where I deployed my jet ski and I won't be renting any equipment. I have my own scuba gear. The only person who will report me missing is my mother immediately, however if I was to do this when I'm a senior after decades from now when she's not around, nobody gives a shit about me. So I will go unnoticed for a week or so and they will only be alarmed due to my parked car at the boat ramp. It's IMPOSSIBLE AND I BET MY ETERNAL LIFE ON IT. They will never be able to find you at sea provided you get ejected from the inflatable and are properly weighted so you don't float up when your body bloats.

 

[eggsausagerice]

i think you're going through too much effort to not get autopsied when it can still happen anyways

 

[SadCryingBunny]

i think you're going through too much effort to not get autopsied when it can still happen anyways

How can it still happen when I'm 30km out at sea. HOW?

 

[eggsausagerice]

How can it still happen when I'm 30km out at sea. HOW?

i just think there's no reason to think about it so much. even if you don't get found it's not like you'd be alive to have the luxury of knowing.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

i just think there's no reason to think about it so much. even if you don't get found it's not like you'd be alive to have the luxury of knowing.

I don't like the thought of knowing when I'm dead my body will be cut up, when I'm in the ocean, I'm in a double chainmail shark suit from head to feet.

 

[k1w1]

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A painful slow death is coming at age 60 - 80 and I don't want to be in a nursing home. I witnessed my uncle die from stage 4 pancreatic cancer very slowly and he was in so much pain. He was bleeding and screaming when he was going to the toilet. I DONT WANT TO GO THROUGH THAT. So I'm inevitably going to have to resort to this method, either now or later. I was just at my doctor and he prescribed me Zolpidem sleeping pill. Very strong. So I'll overdose on it 30 minutes before I decide to ctb.

Zolpidem is a VERY mild sedative. Allowing for dosage and tolerance, if Rohypnol and Midazolam were 10, Klonopin 6.5, Temazepam 4, Valium 3, Zolpidem and the other one like it are given to long haul flyers...maybe a 2.5, they make it easier to go to sleep, not make you unconcious.
As a millenial, you can use the dark web yeah?
As for your uncle, watching people die in a hospice is never fun but surely they medicated him right? Also, it does not follow that this is your end. Im early 60's, and I'm still in good shape. In fact life got good at 40 as you get smarter and are still healthy.
I say the following with all care ok; stop over-complicating things as none of us are James Bond.
If you must do this now, just follow the given instructions. If they find you with a bag on your head attached to a bottle of nitrogen they wont waste time and money autopsying you. Leave a note to rule out foul play and a will and you'll be in the hands of an undertaker that week.
Your other option is Asia, plenty of ways to die there. Back in the 90's in one small place they would drop the corpses in the lake to avoid paying the cops off. But these days you will leave a meat-sack for your relatives to deal with.

 

[SadCryingBunny]

Zolpidem is a VERY mild sedative. Allowing for dosage and tolerance, if Rohypnol and Midazolam were 10, Klonopin 6.5, Temazepam 4, Valium 3, Zolpidem and the other one like it are given to long haul flyers...maybe a 2.5, they make it easier to go to sleep, not make you unconcious.
As a millenial, you can use the dark web yeah?
As for your uncle, watching people die in a hospice is never fun but surely they medicated him right? Also, it does not follow that this is your end. Im early 60's, and I'm still in good shape. In fact life got good at 40 as you get smarter and are still healthy.
I say the following with all care ok; stop over-complicating things as none of us are James Bond.
If you must do this now, just follow the given instructions. If they find you with a bag on your head attached to a bottle of nitrogen they wont waste time and money autopsying you. Leave a note to rule out foul play and a will and you'll be in the hands of an undertaker that week.
Your other option is Asia, plenty of ways to die there. Back in the 90's in one small place they would drop the corpses in the lake to avoid paying the cops off. But these days you will leave a meat-sack for your relatives to deal with.

So what medication sleeping or other can I take and get off the dark web that can knock me out. I am unable to pass out and do not want to pass out without a sleeping sedation.

Zolpidem is a VERY mild sedative. Allowing for dosage and tolerance, if Rohypnol and Midazolam were 10, Klonopin 6.5, Temazepam 4, Valium 3, Zolpidem and the other one like it are given to long haul flyers...maybe a 2.5, they make it easier to go to sleep, not make you unconcious.
As a millenial, you can use the dark web yeah?
As for your uncle, watching people die in a hospice is never fun but surely they medicated him right? Also, it does not follow that this is your end. Im early 60's, and I'm still in good shape. In fact life got good at 40 as you get smarter and are still healthy.
I say the following with all care ok; stop over-complicating things as none of us are James Bond.
If you must do this now, just follow the given instructions. If they find you with a bag on your head attached to a bottle of nitrogen they wont waste time and money autopsying you. Leave a note to rule out foul play and a will and you'll be in the hands of an undertaker that week.
Your other option is Asia, plenty of ways to die there. Back in the 90's in one small place they would drop the corpses in the lake to avoid paying the cops off. But these days you will leave a meat-sack for your relatives to deal with.

Secondly they will autopsy regardless if you leave a not or not. How can they know you weren't murdered and a criminal didn't make it appear that way. I don't want my body found end of discussion. Stop trying to change my mind. Secondly all I want is heavy sedation or sleeping medication to be put out.

 

[gasforme]

So what medication sleeping or other can I take and get off the dark web that can knock me out. I am unable to pass out and do not want to pass out without a sleeping sedation.

Secondly they will autopsy regardless if you leave a not or not. How can they know you weren't murdered and a criminal didn't make it appear that way. I don't want my body found end of discussion. Stop trying to change my mind. Secondly all I want is heavy sedation or sleeping medication to be put out.

People are just trying to help you and you are starting to act pretty rude

 

[SadCryingBunny]

People are just trying to help you and you are starting to act pretty rude

I am not trying to be rude. I have clearly stated I do not want to get autopsied and will not allow myself to. Even if you ctb during a livestream in front of a police station with witnesses, you will still be cut open so they figure out what drugs you likely were under the influence of that made you act so crazy. It's standard protocol. I have my escape plan to not be found and it's finished. Secondly I do not wish to live until old age. I want to exit and have that method available when I decide to. I don't want to live into my 70s in a deteriorating body. I am a severe hardcore antinatalist and will be alone when I am old. So I don't want to live. Therefor I believe it's highly wrong to bring someone onto this earth specifically when the system is built upon everything eating each other violently and competing to win. With the wage slavery everyone is going through just to be able to survive, I ain't putting someone through that. Thankfully I'm on partial disability due to mental health and just work casual work due to my mental health and live with parents. If I was forced to work, I would stab my thigh many times and have it amputated to live on disability. I will not tolerate the wage slavery abuse. Thirdly, I am unable to tolerate nitrogen gas past a certain point. I need to be heavily sedated and extremely sleepy. I will have my hands and feet restrained and be holding the neck seal open that has a 2mm bungee cord threaded through the bottom of the turkey bag. When I fall unconscious from the sleeping pills, my hand will let go and the neck seal will close around my neck. The nitrogen gas will then be the dominant gas in the exit bag and I will hopefully be dead in minutes.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

I am not trying to be rude. I have clearly stated I do not want to get autopsied and will not allow myself to. Even if you ctb during a livestream in front of a police station with witnesses, you will still be cut open so they figure out what drugs you likely were under the influence of that made you act so crazy. It's standard protocol. I have my escape plan to not be found and it's finished. Secondly I do not wish to live until old age. I want to exit and have that method available when I decide to. I don't want to live into my 70s in a deteriorating body. I am a severe hardcore antinatalist and will be alone when I am old. So I don't want to live. Therefor I believe it's highly wrong to bring someone onto this earth specifically when the system is built upon everything eating each other violently and competing to win. With the wage slavery everyone is going through just to be able to survive, I ain't putting someone through that. Thankfully I'm on partial disability due to mental health and just work casual work due to my mental health and live with parents. If I was forced to work, I would stab my thigh many times and have it amputated to live on disability. I will not tolerate the wage slavery abuse. Thirdly, I am unable to tolerate nitrogen gas past a certain point. I need to be heavily sedated and extremely sleepy. I will have my hands and feet restrained and be holding the neck seal open that has a 2mm bungee cord threaded through the bottom of the turkey bag. When I fall unconscious from the sleeping pills, my hand will let go and the neck seal will close around my neck. The nitrogen gas will then be the dominant gas in the exit bag and I will hopefully be dead in minutes.

I really hate the thought of my body being autopsied too. I can understand the desire to take measures to prevent it, even if it might seem irrational to others. I suppose it is a bit irrational, but people feel how they feel.

I also really hate the funeral industry and how it actually costs money to die. And everything else with your body being injected with chemicals/embalming fluid to preserve it etc. I will leave some money behind when I go, but I would also like to prevent all of that and not have my body interfered with. Hopefully you can achieve the type of ending you want.