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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
I've got some horrid nuero condition from psych meds and drugs. I need to die ASAP I'm in severe pain and suffering and being ignored and abused. If I go buy a gun idk what I'm looking for. I have a rope I guess but I can't seem to do partial. I deserve to rest ASAP I'm suffering a long long long time
 
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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
I'm writhing and screaming. Brain has been fried. I scream uncontrollably. Severe unbearable headaches. Being tortured alive nonstop for a long long time. Been everywhere for help. Need to die ASAP I'm fucking screaming in pain
 
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purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
I'm writhing and screaming. Brain has been fried. I scream uncontrollably. Severe unbearable headaches. Being tortured alive nonstop for a long long time. Been everywhere for help. Need to die ASAP I'm fucking screaming in pain

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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
I'm now 43 and I'm suffering severely it hurts bad bad bad bad bad bad
 
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Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
ER doctors Typically won't give pain meds for more than a couple of days unfortunately and will just tell her to go see a primary care doctor.

That's bad news. Admittedly, I don't understand how healthcare systems work in other countries, at least not outside Northern Europe.

Glad you're trying to help though, HelpPlease has been through some horrifying experiences.

It's painful to see a fellow human being suffer and to feel helpless as they can be on the other side of the globe. I reason that you can always try to help and if they find the effort worthless they can simply ignore it. No harm done.
 
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Partial-Elf

Eternal Oblivion
Dec 26, 2018
461
To answer your question, you want:
  • A Shotgun... brand is not really important
  • A Relatively short barrel/grip for ease of use
  • 00 Buckshot
  • To aim at the area between your ears
  • To put the barrel in your mouth
I got a mossberg 500 cruiser model and some generic 00 buckshot for less than $500. It can be done much more cheaply, I just have a thing for mossberg.

In fact, I would probably recommend a maverick 88 security (12 gauge)... something cheaper and with an easier trigger pull than mossberg 500
 
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purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
That's bad news. Admittedly, I don't understand how healthcare systems work in other countries, at least not outside Northern Europe.



It's painful to see a fellow human being suffer and to feel helpless as they can be on the other side of the globe. I reason that you can always try to help and if they find the effort worthless they can simply ignore it. No harm done.

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Backwood_tilt

UnEnlightened
Dec 27, 2019
889
I'm male
Fuck help me goddamnit

To answer your question, you want:
  • A Shotgun... brand is not really important
  • A Relatively short barrel/grip for ease of use
  • 00 Buckshot
  • To aim at the area between your ears
  • To put the barrel in your mouth
I got a mossberg 500 cruiser model and some generic 00 buckshot for less than $500. It can be done much more cheaply, I just have a thing for mossberg.

In fact, I would probably recommend a maverick 88 security (12 gauge)... something cheaper and with an easier trigger pull than mossberg 500

Suggests shotgun to the head is best bet. Something with not too long of a barrel, cause that would probably be unwieldy for you to aim at yourself.

It sounds like you need someone to talk to more than you actually need advice on what gun to get as you initially posted. Because people have answered your question exactly as you phrased it, but you seem to be ignoring it.

Does not sound like you are in a stable place of mind to actually plan your suicide, so maybe you should try to find someone to talk to and see if that helps make you feel any better. Being impulsive about it is likely going to result in more agony for yourself, maybe a failed attempt, and lasting damage that could make your situation much worse.

Whatever you do i hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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HelpPlease

Psych ward
Sep 9, 2018
188
My head hurts nonstop and now my body is breaking down. My legs hurt. My teeth hurt. I'm afraid to hang and fuck it up
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Personally, I thought this thread was quite interesting :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/

I think it's a partial suspension type method. If you search on this site against the video id, it seems quite a few people have referenced that video, so there might be interesting info in some of those threads.
 

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