Venting Got my SN

[Cam]

I now have life insurance, thay if all else fails I have the best method to CTB. I'll follow stands guide of course.

I don't plan on doing it anytime soon. But you never know. Life has been particularly hard lately. Feels like everyone has been against me, trying to tear me down while I try and build them up.

I can't help but feel bad for my cats, dog and wife but I ha e a decent chunk of money I can leave her with to get re established. Can't really be avoided.

I'm tired of humans being humans. You see on Facebook stories of humans doing nice things for others, I try and be that way but it seems no one else does. Everyone is looking to feed their own greed and selfish desires. And worse yet, trying to tear me down after helping them (many, many different people)

I'm getting tired. Very tired.

 

[deathbydragon]

Sure that life insurance would pay out? Pretty sure they'd have a suicide clause denying it, especially if it's not long after starting.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

best method to CTB

If this was true I wouldn't be so frantic to acquire N. But it's definitely up there, and I agree it feels damn good having that reasurrance.

My SN is currently a good friend to me chilling and supporting me by just existing.

 

[downndone2]

Most all life insurance policies have a suicide clause of 2 yrs. If you live in US check per your state and read the policy. That's one reason I'm still here. My life insurance wont pay out for suicide until Feb 2023

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be a relief having the option of a way to ctb. I'm sorry that you are suffering, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are tired of living. I personally cannot stand most people, I would much rather stay away from them. This life is just so depressing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.