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jenny6391bubbles

jenny6391bubbles

a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
Mar 1, 2021
108
My mom yelled at me for having like four items on the floor and she called my room messy and i snapped at her because i was really tired, so she threw my things and the items in the trash all over the room and I cut myself while trying to stab myself because i desperately needed a way out of the situation so i also ended up cutting myself while that happened because my mom was grabbing the scissors away from me but I wouldn't let go.

I really just want to die peacefully. This incident already proves that I am a burden to my family and that I should just disappear. I tried buying SN online but they cancelled my order so I'm stuck with either hanging myself or stabbing myself and bleeding to death. Both methods are not good but I don't have any choice. Which method is better for me? Thanks.
 
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arie

arie

yeah idk anymore
May 21, 2021
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Hey, sorry you went through all that. If you want to die a peaceful death, I don't think stabbing yourself is the best option. It sounds very unreliable and messy. If i were in your shoes right now, I'd go with hanging. But you should choose the method that you feel most comfortable with. I hope things will get better for you, whether you're gonna choose to live or go <3
 
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jenny6391bubbles

a hikikomori waiting to catch the bus
Mar 1, 2021
108
Hey, sorry you went through all that. If you want to die a peaceful death, I don't think stabbing yourself is the best option. It sounds very unreliable and messy. If i were in your shoes right now, I'd go with hanging. But you should choose the method that you feel most comfortable with. I hope things will get better for you, whether you're gonna choose to live or go <3
thanks, hope things do get better too
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds stressful what you are going through, I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore. I would never choose stabbing as a method personally. If you decide to leave, then I hope you find peace. Life is certainly tiring.
 
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