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hurts2b

hurts2b

Wasting my time
Jun 11, 2026
136
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
542
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
YAYYY I FELT LIKE RHIS WHEN I GOT THE JOB TOO!!!! YOU GOT THIS
 
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Mrs. T-800

Mrs. T-800

schwarzenegger fangirl ♡t-800 from t2 is my love♡
Nov 25, 2025
158
Well done! I am glad someone else can see, acknowledge, and value the good in you. It's literally someone saying, "we want to be around you, and we could use your help"! Isn't it nice to think?

Congratulations!
 
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enjoytheride

enjoytheride

Student
Jun 29, 2025
166
This is great news!😀

I wish you best of luck in your new position and more reasons to be optimistic and to live.

Kind regards
 
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winter.

winter.

Yall Cuties ❤️
Feb 23, 2026
39
Ohhhh! congratss, I hope ya rock at it and is a comfy position ^^
 
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Ben 111

Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
201
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
Congrats
 
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turned_to_one

turned_to_one

Dog Days of Bummer
May 7, 2026
54
Thats awesome. One day at a time. Small changes.

You got this
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
300
Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
Happy for you! I hope the new job is a smooth transition for ya!
 
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JoeFailure

Wizard
Apr 29, 2019
660
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.

That's great! Stick with that, it could be the start of a turnaround for you.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
447
Congratulations on your new job. I know that is a huge relief. I wish you the best of luck in your new position. I hope you're happy there.
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
115
Congratulations! I'm so happy for you (:
 
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LostHighway

Student
May 5, 2025
125
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
Woohoo!!! Congrats! Keep us informed. I hope you make new friends, and find your work fulfilling. Don't share your dark side with anyone, or you may alienate them. That part of us should be reserved for only our most trusted allies.
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
1,007
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
I know just how it is.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,704
That's great news. I hope it continues to go well.
 
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oilsaniok

Member
May 19, 2026
49
After a miserable half-year of being unemployed, I have a job now.

It's a weird feeling, and it does lessen the suicidal desire some. This isn't a "goodbye I'm recovering" post. Not at all. I suspect I'll always be some level of suicidal. And self destructive. I'm not interested in fighting those urges. They're parts of me.
Still, this (alongside a close friendship I've made on this site) has been a nice reminder that there can (in fact) be good things in the world and in my life.

Plenty of shit in the world to die over. But. Right now things feel alright. Right now I don't need to die so much.
Congrats
 
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Knives_14

Knives_14

Love & Peace
May 8, 2026
53
Congrats op, you deserve it =] 🫂
 
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
118
GO YOU! I'm so glad you found a job ♡ And it's good to hear you found a friend in here, too!
 
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needtofindrightway

needtofindrightway

needtofindrightway
Jun 15, 2025
42
How awesome! I am stoked for you. <3
 
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