I've decided to do it today. After so much overthinking, it's obvious my brain isn't going to be satisfied and will keep making me doubt myself. This has to work. Of all the research I've done, no one has survived the dose I'm going to take. Someone on here survived after taking 13 grams of propranolol, but I'm going to take 24 grams. I will also take amitriptyline 3 grams and chloroquine 15 grams and midazolam IV 20 ml (two ampoules).
I have my midazolam ready in the syringe but first I will drink the mixture of drugs. Then I'll inject myself fast. I don't know if I'll fall asleep halfway through, this is just in case I have seizures which is likely. I've been fasting for 25 hours and I took 40 mg of metoclopramide. I was going to do the regime but decided not to. I don't think there's going to be a problem with that because it's been almost 50 minutes and it doesn't feel weird.
I crushed the pills and mixed them all in warm water to help it dissolve (it was in the book).
I will take the drink now and then log off. I'll do it as fast as I can so I probably won't be able to edit.
Edit drank it all now bitter will inject now
I have my midazolam ready in the syringe but first I will drink the mixture of drugs. Then I'll inject myself fast. I don't know if I'll fall asleep halfway through, this is just in case I have seizures which is likely. I've been fasting for 25 hours and I took 40 mg of metoclopramide. I was going to do the regime but decided not to. I don't think there's going to be a problem with that because it's been almost 50 minutes and it doesn't feel weird.
I crushed the pills and mixed them all in warm water to help it dissolve (it was in the book).
I will take the drink now and then log off. I'll do it as fast as I can so I probably won't be able to edit.
Edit drank it all now bitter will inject now
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wishing you all the best.
are you still with us?
