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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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Leaving ss I'm sorry I cant do this anymore . Love to you all
 
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logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
Wish you all the best.
 
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Jblack

Jblack

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Oct 8, 2018
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Best of wishes to you, hope you find peace.
 
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return2dreamland

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May 16, 2021
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wishing you the best <3
 
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Xaxysh

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Oct 28, 2020
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I'm hoping you are leaving because you recovered, if thats the case.
Congratulations, and i wish you the best in life
 
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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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Unfortunately I'm not recovered. I've literally just lost.the last person I had in my life giving me an even bigger reason to ctb. So please.anybody help. Help me get this over with asap I cant handle sticking around any longer
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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Life really is so cruel. I hope you can find peace, nobody deserves the suffering this life gives them.
 
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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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Life really is so cruel. I hope you can find peace, nobody deserves the suffering this life gives them.
It really is and I cant go on anymore I need to be free now. Please do you have any advice on how to ctb asap something fast and maybe not too painful
 
WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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It's okay! Just enjoy your time and if you ever feel like coming back, we'll be right here to support you.

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
18
Thankyou Matt I wasnt ready to ctb but I've just been given the final push to do it I just need some help with a.quick method
 
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lostcause94

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May 21, 2021
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What is your plan?
I dont have one. Was originally an but think that's too risky over here now
Honestly I did join on impulse. I wasnt ready hut today has well and truly pushed me over the edge and I cant handle another night of this torture
Begire I go through with this as I'm planning on partial hanging at the weekend. Befire I do I want to explore possible recovery. Does anyone know if samaritans will help with this I wanna die but I dont wanna die but I do but.. I just dont know feels like the only option left since I have no one now
 
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