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loveletter4you

loveletter4you

luvletter4you
Jun 3, 2026
6
well tonight's the night

I'll keep my method to myself but just know I'll have ctb by the morning


I wanted to give a little manifesto just for you guys

i accomplished everything I wanted in life, i would tell my life story but most of yall will think its bs. but I became a "influencer" and lived the "dream celebrity life". I was hosting concerts with my significant other who also had a large following for being attractive. I threw the best parties in the world :) but one of the people who didn't like my gf, started the most outrageous allegations against us. I'm talking sex trafficking and human sacrificing. it's funny now but this has ruined both of our lives, we lost our business, our careers, our friends etc. I was actually homeless taking care of my mom and my sick grandpa before all this. I worked really hard to get to this point and for it to be ripped away bc of internet drama is outrageous. I have no more fight left in me, it's been a long hard journey &' I simply give up. false allegations can ruin lives, I really hope my significant other doesn't take her life after mine. I broke up with her &' essentially made her move back in with her parents. I truely believe she can live a great life &' I'll pray to god before I take my own.

this is easily the most selfish thing I've ever done &' I feel horrible for my friends and family. but I want to be at peace, I have been mentally sick for awhile now &' I deserve peace at last. for everyone contemplating I understand and feel you. I don't blame you for giving up, but remember life is what you make it. be delusional, chase ur dreams, live unapologetically no matter how shitty of cards you were dealt. be yourself :)

as far as my life is concerned, it's been a good one. I have no regrets.

thank you guys for helping me find a some what peaceful way to go <3 I really hope all of you guys find a reason to keep going. if not I'm glad you're finally at peace.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
I wish you peace 🙏❤️
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
558
peace to you.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,832
thank you for sharing your life story and your thoughts,
I am sorry that all this was done to you by people,
people are cruel,
I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
sacrilegeofsouls

sacrilegeofsouls

New Member
Jun 14, 2026
2
It's unfair whats happened to you and I pray that justice is served. If I were to say anything I'd say I wouldn't let such people get to me I wouldn't end myself due to them I'd fight id get back at them even if it took all my heart because i had nothing left to lose anyway. But I totally understand where you're coming from you seem like a great person there's great things that await on the other side for you I hope. goodluck! May your soul be purified
 
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Jadeith

Warlock
Jan 14, 2025
757
Hope you'll find painless peace, no matter the path you choose.
 
iwkmsssb

iwkmsssb

what is it that i am?
Jun 8, 2026
116
i hope you find peace in whatever path you choose <3
 
da5ae5ae

da5ae5ae

Every existing thing is impermanent
Jun 9, 2026
41
Goodness me, that is so awful.

We see your strength and beauty. Rest in Peace <3
 
sla_porra22

sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
111
I hope everything goes well and you can go in peace. Good luck
 
RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Arcanist
Mar 2, 2024
436
Bye, hope you'll find peace whenever you will be
 
pk@2001

pk@2001

Member
Apr 27, 2026
37
Hopefully you will find the peace and solace you deserve...
Will meet you on the other side 🕊️
 
imnotcoercive

imnotcoercive

Member
Mar 23, 2026
40
as someone who has also suffered false allegations that (so far) seem to have been successful against me, I completely understand. i hope it teaches those a lesson who did that to you. and for you i wish nothing but eternal rest and peace.
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
429
Life is cruel, hope you find peace
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,033
Rest in peace forever
 
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lameemo

lameemo

autism +cptsd
Aug 16, 2024
30
well tonight's the night

I'll keep my method to myself but just know I'll have ctb by the morning


I wanted to give a little manifesto just for you guys

i accomplished everything I wanted in life, i would tell my life story but most of yall will think its bs. but I became a "influencer" and lived the "dream celebrity life". I was hosting concerts with my significant other who also had a large following for being attractive. I threw the best parties in the world :) but one of the people who didn't like my gf, started the most outrageous allegations against us. I'm talking sex trafficking and human sacrificing. it's funny now but this has ruined both of our lives, we lost our business, our careers, our friends etc. I was actually homeless taking care of my mom and my sick grandpa before all this. I worked really hard to get to this point and for it to be ripped away bc of internet drama is outrageous. I have no more fight left in me, it's been a long hard journey &' I simply give up. false allegations can ruin lives, I really hope my significant other doesn't take her life after mine. I broke up with her &' essentially made her move back in with her parents. I truely believe she can live a great life &' I'll pray to god before I take my own.

this is easily the most selfish thing I've ever done &' I feel horrible for my friends and family. but I want to be at peace, I have been mentally sick for awhile now &' I deserve peace at last. for everyone contemplating I understand and feel you. I don't blame you for giving up, but remember life is what you make it. be delusional, chase ur dreams, live unapologetically no matter how shitty of cards you were dealt. be yourself :)

as far as my life is concerned, it's been a good one. I have no regrets.

thank you guys for helping me find a some what peaceful way to go <3 I really hope all of you guys find a reason to keep going. if not I'm glad you're finally at peace.
I'm sorry everything was so hard, you deserve better. I hope no matter what you've found better💕.
 
Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
327
It's so disgusting how women can just freely ruin any man's life with a single twitter post, no proof needed. If they simply don't like you, they can 100% destroy your life by making some bullshit up that isn't even true.

I am not surprised at all that a post like yours ended up here with how much this happens now. There truly needs to be something that needs to be done about this... My heart aches, you haven't logged in since this post so im sure you went through with it 😞 so long warrior
 
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